The Darkness To My Insanity

Sally, A Bad Memory, and Escaping

It's been a couple of hours since they took Sally. Toby and I kept silent ever since. I was laying on my back, letting my thoughts haunt me. The guards gave us a tray of food a few hours ago, after they took Sally, but I wasn't hungry. My mind kept thinking on the poor kid and if she was okay. Though I might be a killer, I still got a heart and though that heart is really beaten up and ripped apart, it still beats. I guess I have a soft spot for little kids. Probably since she reminds me of my little twin brothers Josh and Tyler. They were only 7 years old when they died. I sighed and looked at the cell across from me. Toby was laying on the floor and singing to himself softly. He occasionally ticked and cracked his neck, but I guess he was used to it. I wanted to talk to him, just to see if he was doing okay since he seemed to be really close to Sally, but before I could say anything a group of 4 guards approached my cell. I looked at them and quickly tried to get away from them. "C'mon girlie, we promise you won't feel THAT much pain like last time"a guard said as he laughed. "Well maybe a little more..."the other guard said and chuckled as the other two approached me. I started kicking and elbowing them, until I felt an electrical current flow in me. I fell to the ground and wanted to scream, but I couldn't get anything out. I was choking for a while as one of the guards picked me up and threw me over his shoulder. My body was aching so bad; I felt tears stream down my face as I looked at Toby. He was yelling at them to out me down and leave me alone.  I looked around as they walked down the halls and saw the guy that was cussing so much. He had restraints around his arms and a mouth guard also. He looked at me and began laughing. Laughing like a maniac. It was pretty creepy actually. "Shut up you filthy animal!"a guard yelled as he hit his cell. That only caused him to laugh even more louder. "See you soon princess"he said as the guards took me further down the hall. I looked at him weirdly and closed my eyes. Getting electrocuted really gets you tired. A few minutes later, we arrived at the destination. The guards put me on the stupid bed and restrained my body so I couldn't move. They closed the door and left me there alone. The air smelled like the hospital smell, which gave me an uneasy stomach. My heart started to race as I noticed more needles with different colored liquids were laying on the desk. "Aw fuck" I said to myself as I squirmed around. All of a sudden I heard the door open. "Well hello there!! Today's gonna be so much fun!! Though I haven't planned out on what else to do, I decided to just mix random liquids into your blood system!! You'll be our very first unknown experiment!"Dr A laughed as a few other people in lab coats came in and grabbed a needle. One of them grabbed a pair of scissors and started cutting the white hospital gown I was wearing, off. My eyes widened and I began  squirming around. I felt chills run down my spine as a cold breeze surrounded my exposed body. Well not really exposed since I still had my bra and underwear on, but I was really uncomfortable. One of the "doctors" connected  me to a heart rate monitor and another took off the mouth guard and put an oxygen mask on me. My heart was racing so fast that I swear it could fly out any moment now. They strapped my head to the bed as they took off the electricuting choker from around my neck. I could feel the cold rubber of their gloves holding different parts of my body in place. I squeezed my eyes shut as I felt the pointy, cold, metal needles poke through my skin and all the colorful unknown liquids flow through my body. After a while I started to feel dizzy and slowly closed my eyes, still feeling many needles stab my pale skin.

*"Stupid girl!" Lyssa laughed as she pulled my hair and slammed me against the restroom stall. "Oooh I'm Iris and I cut myself for attention!"she said in a high pitched voice as her two friends laughed and took video. Lyssa grabbed my wrists and stabbed her long nails into them. I winced in pain. The cuts were still fresh from last night. "I'm Iris and I'm an anorexic whore that wants to die!"Lyssa laughed and started to drag me into the stall. "I'm Iris and I'm a stupid freak with ugly eyes and disgusting piercings!"she said as she pushed me to the floor. I couldn't get up. I was weak. Sleepless nights, a sore body. and not eating for a while really doesn't help. I tasted the metallic flavor of  blood on my lips as she started hitting me with a book. I heard more laughter as I looked and saw more girls surround the stall. Lyssa pulled my hair and opened the toilet seat. No. No. NO! My eyes widened and I started kicking my sore legs. Lyssa slammed my head against the floor. My eye sight blurred as I felt tears stream down my face. "Let me go!!" I screamed. Lyssa hit me in the head one more time. I started to feel dizzy and before I could process what was happening, my head was pushed into the toilet as the cold water swirled all over my face. I couldn't breathe as water rushed up my nose. I heard the toilet flush and laugher start to increase. I kept trying to pull myself out, but the more I did that, the more hits I get on my back. After a few minutes, I heard the laughter silence down and footsteps running. I was released as Lyssa and her friends grabbed their things and ran out. I put my back against
the wall and kept taking deep breaths as water dripped from my hair and face. "Lyssa aren't you supposed to be in class right now?" I heard what sounded like the principal. "I'm on my way! I left my homework in here"Lyssa said in a sweet innocent voice. I put my knees to my chest and wrapped my sore arms around my small body.  I looked at my wrists. Blood. I let it slide down my hands and drip on the floor. I closed my eyes and cried silently. What did I ever do to deserve this?*