we're all gay here lmao// bbs + gang messages

a cup of smile

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April 4, 2016 (Monday) 06:50

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-Ryan-

I look behind me to see who was hugging me by my torso. And, to answer your question, it was Bryce. He was the one hugging me from behind to ask a pretty dumb question if you tell me. "How're you feeling, love?" My mind replayed kicking me off of my daydream. "I've been feeling much better Bryce. Thank you for taking care of me yesterday. You didn't have to." I relaxed under his touch and place my cold hand on his, quickly feeling heat radiate off his hand that I was touching. "Of course I had to, you were in pain that I never would want you to be in. Plus, it's okay. I did it for you." Bryce chuckled playing with my quiff brunette hair while, he still held me in place under him. I chuckled back. "You should worry about things in life other than me, you know that right?" I look at him raising my eyebrow. "Well, you're the most important person that I would care about in a million years so, no I do not know what you are talking about." He piped still playing with my hair. "Oh Bryce..." I scoffed rolling my eyes in a playful way before standing up to walk away from him. I grab my things from the ground and head inside to the building again to go to my perspective classroom.

I walk on the hallways, my shoes squeaking in the process as I walked, Bryce trying to catch up to me. By this time, a lot of students (and staffs) were walking on the hallway getting to their destination, making Bryce bump onto everyone while, following me. Bryce was one of the greatest students here in Lantern Tale University ,but the thing was he was always stubborn, could focus ,but still one of the most stubborn students in school. He was like this, bad boy in school that had surprisingly high grades. And, for a while now he says he has a crush on me. I can't say I like him back ,because I'm not ready for a relationship just yet. To be completely honest, it makes me uncomfortable to let out my sexuality ,because I'm not sure what it is yet. I don't know if I'm gay? Bisexual? Pansexual? Aromantic? I don't know, hell it makes me feel weird inside! But, whatever I am, I'm just not ready to have a boyfriend.

I arrive in front of the open door that goes to my classroom and enter the room. I go to my seat and put down my stuff, only to face Bryce again once I was done. "Damn, you are one fast motherfucker." He says panting, still clutching on his backpack straps catching his breath. I roll my eyes on him. "Language McQuaid, you know I hate it when people curse around me." I remind him, smiling slightly. "Also, it's not my fault you're so slow. You're already taller than me so, I don't see why you can't be as fast." I add raising one eyebrow while, still smiling. "Damn you, you cute ass fuck." He says again looking at me in awe. I chuckle and warn him again playfully getting mad. He blushes at what I did, suddenly the math professor walks inside the room, closes the door behind him and heads to his table to tell us to go back to our respective seats. "I guess I'll talk to you later Bryce." I bid him good bye and go back to my seat to be greeted by Mike. "Morning Ry! Why didn't you go to chemistry yesterday? I got worried about you. Is everything alright?" He asks looking at me worriedly. "Don't worry about me Satt. I'm alright! Just got a flu two nights ago. But, otherwise I'm good." I reassured him smiling. "Okay... I trust you, but if you need any help don't be shy to ask me, okay?" He offers putting a hand on my shoulder. I nodded and looked back at the professor in front of the class putting up problems on the white board behind him.

This goes on for about an hour and suddenly the bell rings signifying that it was already recess. Our recess wasn't one like in kindergarten ,but it was more like a much shorter lunch period if you know what I mean. (A/N: We have this in the Philippines ,if you're a bit confused about it. Tell me if you have recess like those in the comments! :D) Suddenly, I felt a tap on my shoulder, I looked back at Mike, who was the one who tapped my shoulder and smiled at me brightly. "Would you want to spend recess together Ry? Just for today? If you don't mind. Please!" Mike begged stretching out the 'e' in 'please'. I sighed giving up and also, smiling at him back. "Fine. Just for today alright? You know how much I use Recess for studying and reading books in the library. You just got lucky for today. I don't do this for anyone very often." I said, chuckling a bit in the process. He 'blushed' a bit when I chuckled at my statement, still smiling at me. "Why the red face Satt? Getting all flustered and such about me?" I added nudging his shoulder quite jokingly. "Hey! I am not flustered and I will never be!" He shouted, face getting redder from his current state. "No need to get all defensive deary, you might get attention from everyone around us." I warned, chuckling at his stupidity again, rolling my eyes. He muttered a curse under his breath, crossing his arms, face still red from blushing. "So, we going out of the classroom or not?" He says changing the subject that we we're talking about. "Sure, sure. Anything you say boo." I laughed standing up from my desk grabbing my backpack with me slinging it over my shoulder.

As me and Mike walk out of the classroom him holding my other hand, guiding me to go to the school rooftop. I spot Bryce and he glares at me sadly gesturing to mine and Mike's hands tangled together. I just shrugged and looked at him with sympathy, signifying that it was rarely for me to go with someone during break times. He just shook his head and sighed, turning back to what he was doing again. We made it to the rooftop and sat down on the concrete-tiled floor. "So, why'd you want to eat with me on recess in the first place?" I asked looking at him with confusion in my eyes. "Can't I eat with you?" He answered looking back at me. "Well, not really, it's just really surprising that you didn't ask Gorilla nor, Star out with you to eat. You normally eat with them so, why the sudden change with me? Did you guys fight or something?" I replied back with a worried tone as I pouted. "I already told them I would spend my recess with you yesterday so, it's alright. And no, if we did fight, it would probably take a few minutes before we talk again or make up, because that's just how we are. Also, I wanted to be close with you, you know? We are friends, but not close enough in my opinion so, I wanted to make you comfortable around me. You don't really have to hide everything." He says again, smiling a genuine smile of his while, slightly getting a red face. I smile back at him, feeling my face get red as well. "Thanks Satt. You're an amazing friend you know that? I don't even deserve you. But really, thank you for everything." I took his hand and caressed it getting a slight shiver from him as we both laugh from the awkward tension.

After recess had ended, we both separated towards our own classes and waved goodbye to each other. "I wish we could do that again. Would you be up for that?" Mike asks rubbing the back of his neck. I nodded and giggled. "Of course! Why wouldn't I? Thank you for the great time Mike. I really appreciate it. Thank you so much. I feel like I owe a lot to you now, god." I said gripping the straps of my back pack to loosen it on my arms happily. "You don't owe anything from me you little bunny. Just go have fun for me, it repays that I actually made your life fun in sort of a way." He says back, finger-combing his raven-colored hair. "Well, I'll see you later Satt, we don't want being late for class now do we?" "Yeah, I'll see you later Ryan." Mike muttered the last part that I couldn't understand so, I left it out thinking it wasn't anything important. I turn my heels on the direction I was going and started walking forward.

It felt like a movie as I walked slowly to my destination, I felt like someone was getting hurt. Someone was lacking of warmth, lacking of love, and lacking of someone to be with. Who could it be? Why do I feel like this? Why does everything seem to go so slow? What's happening? Please tell me, I don't wanna be here anymore.

'I'll miss you Ryan.'

'I love you Ohm.'

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welp, hello there. im sorry i update so slow. ;u; i need time to work out school and stories as well. there's been a lot of assignments, home works, reports, and projects that are coming my way fast. i'll be trying to update as much as i can. if i take long, i really am very slowly. also, here! have a lil' bit of sattwrecker! i promise this is a brohm book lmao. just wait for it lol. i hope you all enjoyed this chapter! happy birthday if today is your birthday! and have a great day or night! also, have a great 4th of july since, im doing this in of course, the 4th of july! happy american independence day to you americans! (im actually asian lmao, but still, sending much love to america. <3)