*tugs tugs tugs*
Sa lugar na mukhang masaya pero puno ng taong nagdurusa..dyan ko sya nakilala...
"you're gonna fucking come with me whether you like it or not"
I'm JL Xiang....
I'm inlove with a club stripper....
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"pare..ano na?!sama ka na..you'll gonna love it there.."
Yan si Migz..bestfriend ko..
"oo na ... Sasama na ako para lumigaya ka.."
"yun naman!!! I lab yu pare!!"
Pota at yumakap pa ang gagu!!
"oo na!oo na! Alis ..alis.."
"ahaha pramiz..mag-enjoy ka dun"
Nakailang sabi na sya nang ganun.. Sa lugar Lang naman kami ni Jigz pupunta..
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Naglalakad kami sa may subdivision para sunduin si Jigz..kelangan para deretso VIP lounge na agad..
"ouch pare naman..easy lang parang sayo yang daan eh.."
Spacing out....
Pasensya naman...
After 20 minutes..
JIGZAW...
The place full of shit..classy whores and expensive liquor..
The music too loud, the lights throbbing too much, disorienting people around including me..
Kahit gaano pa kalakas ang tugstugan.. Isang babae ang nakakuha ng atensyon ko...hips swaying to the dirty music..The lights danced with her...all eyes glued to her..
This is why I kindda like this place...they don't make sluts look like one..
Pilit ko syang inaaninag sa dilim..
Damn..bakit parang kilala ko sya..pero mukha namang imposibleng mangyari yun..di sya to..
Ayun...
(O_________o)
Damn..
Damn...
Damn...
(♯｀∧')
Nakita kong may isang gago ang lumapit Kay Darlene at binabastos na sya..
Di ko na matiis.. Lumapit na ako...and for a reason galit ako..
Hindi ako sure Kung bakit..siguro dahil may bumastos sa kanya.. Siguro dahil akala ko okay sya..matino..pota lahat pala akala lang..
"you're gonna fucking come with me whether you like it or not"
Nagulat sya..halata naman..
"ano ba! JL !! Bitaw"
Hindi ako nagsalita..
"ano ba JL asa trabaho ako...pede ba?! Bitaw!!"
Naaasar na ako..
"potapete... Trabaho tawag mo dyan?! Kung yan Lang din naman ang tinatawag mong trabaho...then work for me..!"
Alam kong selfish.. Basta wala akong paki..
It's when it all started..
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*tugs tugs tugs tugs*
Napapadalas na ako dito..haha..nakakatawa..kasi Hindi ko sya kayang iwan..
The familiar sound..that familiar smell of booze and liquor..
Girls are grabbing me, boldly trying to grind against me....whispering bullshit in my ears. "JL ~..."
nilagpasan ko na Lang sila at di pinansin, searching desperately within the crowd for that familiar face.
Sheez...sa wakas nahanap ko din sya.. And despite my usual cool and collected persona, i find myself grinning from ear to ear. Perhaps it's because she's grinning right back at me.Di ko din alam...
Her hand wraps firmly around mine as she leads us both away from the masses and music, past the bars and bathrooms, through a rusty old door that slams shut loudly behind both of us..... the air so fresh. And i breathe it in, along with her scent.
At the car she started kissing me.. Along the jaw..damn..
"You wanna fuck?"
Such a crude question but coming from her lips it sounds like pure ecstasy. I don't even take a minute to consider it, not even a second. I just smile into the kiss, and she smiles back because she already knows my answer.
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Darlene's POV
I opened my eyes and, for the first time in a long time, i realize that i am somewhere familiar.
Him. "JL ," I whispered unconsciously.
"urgghh..hmm"
His arm draped over my waist tightens, pulling me closer against him.
Napangiti ako ng sa sarili ko lang..ganun padin sya... Ayaw magpa-istorbo sa pagtulog.
Si JL ang pinakamagandang nangyari sakin...
Shet!!
Pinunasan ko ang luhang tumulo sa pisngi ko
"I love you"
Naalala kong sinabi nya sa akin kagabi..
Shiiiiiiit!!!
T___T
But I can't have it; I don't deserve it.
"You don't deserve it." I said in a quiet voice to reassure myself.
Tapos na ang trabaho ko sa kanya... I'll just see him again in a few weeks when he's drunk and lonely again, like usual.
Dahan dahan kong inalis ang brasong nakapatong sa may bewang ko...
Tatayo na sana ako nang marealize ko na may kamay na nakapatong sa kamay ko, firm at Hindi gumagalaw...
And in a groggy low voice i hear him say, "Well...maybe you do..."
He sits up and grabs my shoulders so I'm facing him.
At sa lahat naman ng bagay sa mundo na pwede nyang gawin....
Sheeeet lang...bakit naman kasi...
He hugs me. It's a simple tight hug, soft and warm, firm and strong, nothing lustful.
Ala wala na..naiiyak na ako ng sobra..
" Fuck."
Natawa sya ng onte..
"bat ka tumatawa.."
"So..." he says as he pulls away and cup my face in his hands,
"stay..." his thumbs tenderly wipe at my wet cheeks.
I look at the white walls, the pillow, sa kamay ko....anywhere at all.....anywhere pwera sa mukha nya... Di ko kaya..
"hanggang kelan..alam mo naman na marami pa-----"
"matalino ka naman diba..Hindi ganun ang ibig kong sabihin....stay with me,"
He cuts me off as he places his lips through mine..
Hindi na ako sumagot..more of ayaw kong sumagot...
Because he should already know my answer even though I'm not so sure I want to say it.
Kasi wala namang nabago sa sagot ko..Parehas Lang yun..
Hindi ako aalis sa tabi nya..
Mahal ko na kasi sya...
---The End---
A/n
Number one weakness...
ENDING..!!
Azaaar!!
