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CHAPTER THREE:

Five days later,

I have been ignored Jimin calls or message.One day,Rena came into my house within chicken box on both of her hands.She came inside to my house and sat at living room while I make drinks for her.

"Wow they have different flavour already?.'

"Yeah,it's amazing right?."

"Yeah I really want to taste it."

"Let's eat."We both take the flavours that we love and chewing up.

"Wow so delicious."Siyeon smile while chewing the chicken.

"So how's you and Jimin?good?."

"Just like that but not in good condition."

"Why?you guys fight again?."

"No."

"Why?is it because he dating with someone?."

"Yeah and I think better I forget about him,if I didn't do like that,I will hurt myself."

"Siyeon yah."

"It's okay,don't worry about me."

"Actually Siyeon,yesterday Jimin meet me."said Rena.

"Why?."I turned at Rena.

"He ask me whether you're okay or not because you've been ignoring his call."

"I just do on purposely."

"Aigoo Siyeon yah..pity on you,why you must live like this?tsk tsk tsk."Rena crying suddenly and I can't see people cry so I joined her cry too.

"My friends..tsk tsk tsk."Both of us hug each other and cry until dawn of night.

A few hours later,Rena has to go home because it's already late night and her boyfriend doesn't let Rena go home after midnight so Rena decide going home after we both share our problems together.I feel relieved since I have let out all my problem at Rena.After that,Jimin showed up infront of my house.I rolled my eyes and wanting to go inside but Jimin held my wrist.

"Let me go!."

"Park Siyeon why you being like this?why?."

"None of your business."

"What?none of my business?Park Siyeon,i'm your bestfriend and you said none of my business?what's wrong with you actually?."

"Enough Jimin,you don't have to care about me right now.Please just leave me alone."

"Why?."

"I don't know why but right now i just want to be alone."

"But I really care about you right now."

"I know but I think better you focus on Nayeon right now because she deserved okay so please leave me alone."I pulled away my wrist from him and go inside.Is it hard to tell me about your problem right now?Siyeon yah you really make me worried about you..Jimin left.

One weeks later,

It's been a long time me and Siyeon haven't met with each other or call because Siyeon completely ignored all my message and call.I think better I gave her some time but she really make me worried.I don't know what her problem right now.After went date with Nayeon,I goes to SiMin studio.On the way to studio,I saw Siyeon walk past from me.She looks like tired and depressed.Aigoo Siyeon you really make me more worry about you right now.

After seeing Siyeon left,I go to studio and open all electronic.I looked around and take a seat on table.Suddenly I found Siyeon pendrive on table.She forgot to bring it or she just left it in here?.I start curious about the content in her pendrive because she always bring with her.I turn on the computer and connect  it into my desktop.

"Wow so many file in here."She has many song and file for song lyrics.Jimin scroll the contents and open one by one mostly Siyeon picture.When I scroll until end,I see one folder within inside my name and Siyeon name.I open it and many videos were showed up.Siyeon might mad at me if I played this but i'm her friend so why not.Siyeon really hate when someone open her pendrive.

"Why all video has day and date?."I open one by one.Some videos has cheer me up but when we can be like that again?I started worry about her.

Suddenly I found one file that got my interest and I start curious about it so I open it right away before late.

Siyeon cam:

"Wow look that everybody!isn't his body look nice from back?I always like see his body from back because it's kind some fascinated to me.I'm just kidding but he's body really no joke.Who know he have abs with his cute face?It's great right everybody?."

Suddenly Jimin turned around and saw me were record his back.He came to me and I quickly keep it from him.

"What're you doing?."

"No-Nothing,i just do some vlogging for my youtube channel."

"Really but why i feel something different?."

"Yah just walk okay?it's gonna be heavy snow so please walk faster."

"Okay my little princess."Jimin turn back and I took out back my camcorder.

"Woah I almost get caught..hehehe i'm sorry Jimin for filming your back secretly because within this way I can cheer me up and within this way I can look you when I miss you.Actually I have one secret that you doesn't know because I never told you this secret ever.Actually I have feeling on you since we still child and until now I tried hard hide it from you.It's kinda hurt for me everytime you date with someone but I just let it because I know I can't be with you hahaha..So once again I'm really sorry for filming your back secretly.My log end!."

Siyeon cam ended.

I was shocked to hear Siyeon has feeling for me.No wonder Siyeon always keep away from me everytime I date with someone and now I know why she became like this.I really don't have clue about Siyeon feeling toward me because I always assumed her as my own sister.Why you not noticed about that Jimin yah?you really a stupid man and jerk.I want to play next video but suddenly,Siyeon showed up.

"Why you had my pendrive?who gave you permission to look at my own secret?."

"Siyeon yah why you never told me about your feeling?."

"Because I'm afraid."

"Afraid of what?."

"Everything!Afraid you might end our relationship and afraid you might keep far away from me."

"If you tell me about this maybe I can think about it."

"I really want to tell but everytime I wanted to confess,I'll miss the chance and in the same time I always think about our friendship because we have known since our childhood.I don't care if I get hurt or something else but if we still friend,i'm okay but now I can't hold it anymore."

"But why you never tried to stop me?."

"Because your eyes always on someone else and I don't want you regret for choosing me over your first sight love eventhough I can be in a pain,I still help you."

"Park Siyeon."

"I admit i'm jealous when you said that Nayeon and you get back but I tried hard to smile and act like nothing infront of you but I can't.So Jimin let's forget each other for now and start with our new life,okay?."

"No!i can't live without you."

"But you has Nayeon beside you and she can take care of you."

"No!I will never be apart with you!I want you beside of me."

"I can't Jimin,I completely forget about you right now so starting from now you just focusing on your love life and please do not disturb me again."Siyeon unconnect her pendrive from desktop then leave without looking back or anything.It's okay Siyeon as long Jimin has know about your feeling right now.I walked home while crying along the road.

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sorry if i have bad grammar..