Under His Control

Chapter 18

I walked outside to see Sarah. She smiled and looked at me. I looked at her. "What?" i said and she smiled widely.

"Guess!" she said. I looked at her.

"What?" i said and she rolled her eyes and showed me her hand. I looked at it and seen a ring. A engagement ring. I smiled and screamed.  "Your getting married?!" she nodded and i hugged her.

"I can't believe it. He just proposed this morning." he said and i nodded.

"Im so proud of you guys." i said. She smiled.

"But this the thing." she said. I looked at her.

"What?" i asked.

"Mike and Chria going on this big mission and we have to do it early."

"How early?" i asked.

"Like this month." i looked at her. I nodded.

"Where tho?" i asked.

"The beach. Its a small wedding." i nodded. Then my mind went back to this mission.

"What Mission?" i asked. She covered her mouth.

"I said that?" she asked. I nodded. She shook her head. I looked at her.

"What mission Sarah?" i said. She sighed.

"Chris told me not to say anything. But they got this big drop." i looked at her and walked back in the house.

I walked to room and seen Chris feeding Bella. "What is up with this Big Drop?" i asked. He looked at me shocked and then at Sarah. She ran out the house and left.

Chris looked at me. "Listen-"

"Why are you doing this dangerous stuff? I thought we were starting things up again."

"Nicole. Its been two weeks. I have to gat money. I been here with you and not out getting money. Baby imma be safe ight." he put Bella in her crib. He walked to me.

"Chris i just don't want you to get hurt." i said. He looked at me. He kissed my lips.

"I won't get hurt i swear. Just have faith in me ok." i nodded and he kissed me again.

He picked me up and laid me down. He kissed on my neck. "Three years Nicole." he said and kissed up my neck. I looked at him and pushed him off me. "What?" he asked.

"What about your girlfriend?" i asked. He sighed and looked at me.

"You know the day you came to me with your wedding dress?" i nodded. "I realized that i still had strong feelings for you. I tried to get you off my mind but i couldn't. Then she came and said she wasn't pregnant. Then i kissed her. Then i made a mistake and called her nicole. She was pissed and started to yell. Then i just ended it." he said.
I looked on his face. It was a scratch. "She did that?" i asked and felt it. It looked like it was healing quick. He nodded.

"Yea. She was pretty pissed." he said. I looked at him.

"Why did you come?" i asked. He looked at me.

"If i didn't i would have regreted it." i looked at him.

"Im happy you came. If you didn't i would have never left this house. Or found about Kendal and his baby." i said. He smiled.

"He shouldn't have done that. You are an amazing girl." he said and i smiled.

"I-i lov..." i held my tongued.

I thought to my self. Why tell him i love him and he doesn't say it back. I have been hurt already.

He looked at me and sighed. "I should go get my shit from my house." i looked at him.