Text me (camren)

Im not mad

Camz- hey lolo I'm not mad at you at all please don't think that

Lolo- so why hide you read all of my messages and not text me back I'm sorry if you don't want to meet me or if you're not ready yet but why won't you talk to me I feel like I did something wrong all I asked was to meet you

Camz- no lolo it's not that it's not that at all see I always mess things up I promise you did nothing

Lolo- please tell me what's wrong

Camz- I don't know how to

Lolo- it's ok I'm sorry if I'm pressuring you

Camz- no you know what I trust you and I care about you I'm going to tell you everything

Lolo- camz really you don't have to I don't want to pressure you into anything I want you to tell because You want to not because you feel obligated to

Camz- no it's ok is it ok if I call you to explain I don't want to type the whole thing

Lolo- yeah of course

Voice call from lolo

Camilas p.o.v

"Hi lo" I said into the phone a nervous wreck.

"Hi camz you sound even more beautiful than I imagined I mean wait that sounded really weird um it's not that I have imagined your-"

"lolo" I cut her off.

"Yes"

"your rambling" and man is it cute.

"Oh right sorry" 

man is she making it so hard not to fall for her. Her voice is so raspy it's crazy ok keep calm Mila keep calm. "So can we get back on topic" she ask oh man.

"Um sure"

"wait before you start remember I want you to tell me because you are ready not because you feel the need to" gosh she's so caring.

"Don't worry lolo ok so" I take a deep breath.

"When I started high school I didn't know what I was straight gay bisexual I didn't know I did know I liked boys because I had a boyfriend once. But still. so when I started high school my only friend was Dinah we have been best friends since the womb. So I didn't really talk much then I met this girl Ariana head cheerleader and everyone loves her. She is how I found out I liked girls. I developed a really big crush on her and one day I told her"

this part is so hard to explain. "She laughed in my face" I feel tears begin to fall I let out a small sniffle.

"Camz"

"no let me finish.. please lo she laughed and laughed and laughed she called me a ugly fagot and stupid for ever thinking thinking she would like me then walked away and left me crying my eyes out. She told everyone at school and now they call me a fat ugly hoe things like that and that I'm stupid and I would never deserve anyone." I now started to sob hysterically.

  "Camz no one and I mean no one deserves to be treated like that especially someone as sweet and amazingly beautiful as you". She is the sweetest person ever.

"I have no words I can't believe you were treated like that it hurts me to even hear that your hurting but can I ask what does that have to do with not wanting to meet me?" Oh man.

"Well I'm just scared that if you meet me in real life you will think that I am just as dumb as everyone thinks I am and think that I'm ugly".

"I want you to listen to me clearly ok.. you are beautiful you are amazing and when we do meet i can't wait because the girl that I have been texting for the last few months is funny stunningly beautiful caring and just to sum it all up amazing". I could feel the tears start to brim my eyes again.

"Now hang up the phone and I'm going to ask you to do something for me". She instructed

"Ok"

Lolo- send me a picture of you

Camz- ok
(Camz sent one image)

Lolo- wow how do u manage to always take my breath away your hot, cute, and beautiful at the same time it amazes me that you can't see yourself whenever you want to meet I'll be ready

Camz- thank you so much lo you don't know how much that meant to me and how about you meet me infront of school and we can walk in together

Lolo- I would love that good night camzi I can't wait till tomorrow so I'm going to sleep early 😴 see you tomorrow

Camz- see you tomorrow lo can't wait for tomorrow either 😴