Will I Love You At The End ? (A Jelena Story)

Chapter 27

Selena POV

I've been back to mine and Justin place for a week now and I have no idea how to feel. When the doctor told me I had lost some of my memory I didn't think it would be the important parts that my parents had arranged me and Justin to live together or worse get married. I didn't like him at all just because he was hot doesn't mean you gotta like someone, his personality wasn't how it used to be tho. It was different he was protective, he would always ask me if I was okay, if I needed anything. I really  did lose a lot of memory because I don't remember Justin never being like this, I remember that jerk who watched cartoons every time I would go over to his house because my mom would make me.

My thoughts were interrupted by my stomach feeling like I was gonna throw up, I've been pregnant for 2 almost 3 weeks. I don't know how I'm doing it, but my mom told me that if I ever wanted an abortion to just let her know. All I think about is the night that Nick raped me and this child was created by that, I don't think ill be able to have this child, not by my rapist even tho I used to love him but this baby was not created with love, it was created with unbearable pain, crying and screaming.

I heard Justin come in and he looked at me, his face got sad he came up to me and was gonna put his hand on my face but I quickly moved back his face got even sadder.

"I-uh I'm sorry I just, it seemed like you were crying I was just trying to wipe the tears away from your cheeks." He said as he scratched the back of his neck and looked away.

I was crying? I touched my face and felt the tears, I cant handle it having a kid, not right now and not by nick. I looked up at Justin, what does he think about all of this? I mean since we are getting married, and he would have to help me raise a child that isn't even his.

"Justin?"

"Yes ?!" he looked at me worried but with hopefulness in his eyes, he's been so anchoes for me to get my memory back so he could be 'loving' or whatever.

"What do you think about being a dad to a child that's not yours?" I ask

"oh, um  I uh well um I-"

"Spit it out Justin"

"I think I would try my best to love him as my own," he looked down and played with his fingers "It's hard, really hard to think about all of this because, I-I love you and I wanted you to have my kids not no one else, and especially since this wasn't a mutual agreement that you wanted to get pregnant with his kids gets me upset, what he did to you makes me upset and it makes me want to kill him, but I cant its your baby and its your decision. If you wanna keep the baby I will be fine with it I will love and raise him as my own, and if you want to get an abortion I will be here for you, I'll always be here for you Selena, no matter what always count on me to be there."

He took my hand and kissed it, I smiled up at him. "Thank you Justin, I needed that." He nodded his head and smiled at me.

"Hey, are you hungry ?"

I smiled really hard.

"McDonald's?" he smirked

"Yesss !!" I got up quickly from the bed already dressed and I put on some shoes and raced him down to the car. I could hear him laugh at me and we hooped in the car and drove to McDonalds, the drive wasn't long but we still jammed to some music that we didn't know the words to. I was all fun and laughing, I really did like this new Justin, maybe I might fall for him.

We got to McDonalds, Justin wanted to go trough the window because he said the last time we were in this McDonalds things got bad, I didn't remember that but I just said okay and we went through the drive through, Justin ordered my usual chicken nuggets with medium fries and a coke without asking me well we must have come to McDonalds to much for him to remember that.

We paid and got our food and made our way back home again jamming to whatever came on but this time with fries in our mouth because who can resist McDonalds fries?? Not us. I liked that we had some similar things together that made me happy.

We got home and made our way inside to the kitchen where we ate our food, it was quite mostly because I missed McDonalds so much.

"Selena breath !" Justin said and I looked at him and I noticed he looked like he still had 8 chicken nuggets and half of his fries left while I had 3 nuggets left with about 10 fries left not including the ones in my mouth.

I swallowed my food "Whoops" We both laughed.

After I was done I threw everything away and made my way to the room. I changed into some pajamas and laid on the bed thinking about everything, the baby, Justin, the future.

Justin walked in and was taking off his jewelry, I sat up on the bed and started playing with my fingers. "Justin?"

"Yes ?"

I watched him take off his shirt and throw it into the hamper as he grabbed a plain muscle t-shirt. "I think I've made a decision"

"and what's that ?" He ruffled his hair as he carried his shoes and put them away in our walk in closet and he was putting his pants away.

"I'm getting an abortion."

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