I wish I could stay young and not worry about the future but I do all the damn time..it scares the hell out of me,but I know that once I find "the one" I'll be able to see my future clearly and I'll stop worrying and even if I don't I'm beyond independent,hell I even push people away even now. But what if I don't work out with anyone and remain alone..what if I push away someone who will provide for me and love me more than life itself.
But the god damn "what ifs" are what worry me, once I stop thinking 'what if' I'll be able to actually live in the moment with no worries, but that may never happen.
There's things in life that you can't help but say "what if", both good and bad like,"What if he proposes?" or ,"What if I died tomorrow?"
Life if nothing but a big "what if" that makes you question everything, but whether good or bad, life is life and you can't just hide away the bad parts and wait for the good parts to come.
Life does not end in happily ever after..it's all just a big "what if".
