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HD ~ Chapter Eighteen

WARNING: This chapter contains explicit material that is not suitable for children under the age of 18. If you are under 18, I advise that you don't continue reading. This is a fair warning!

This is also not my best work so beware.

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I knew I shouldn't let Cole do this. I knew that I should push him away. I knew that I should be so angry with him. I should yell and scream and fight. I just couldn't. 

The way Cole was desperately reaching out for me almost made me feel sorry for him. He looked so lost and so confused. He was reluctant to let me go, but even more so to let me stay. In letting me stay, he would be giving up years of planning and effort to do something he set his mind to long ago when he was only a kid. 

That's what I saw in his eyes now. I saw Cole as the lost, scared kid that lost everything to war. At that moment, I understood why we'd been destined to be together. We both felt the same pain in different ways. Fate wanted to watch us suffer together, love together, and then lose each other all over again.

Maybe that was why I let Cole crawl underneath the sheets with me. That and the fact that I was being selfishly stupid. If I was leaving tomorrow and I might never see him again, I wanted this moment to remember. It would hurt like hell once it was over, but what was love without pain?

Cole didn't break the kiss as he position himself between my legs underneath the sheets. The only time he did stop kissing me was when he pulled the shirt over my head and off my body. I shivered as my bare chest touched his and moved my hands to the back of his head so I could bring his lip back to mine. 

I kissed him with a fervent intensity that I had never experienced before. Our kisses were rougher, deeper, and mixed with a raw need. Cole would be the last man I'd ever let kiss me like this.

I could feel his member growing against my thigh as he slipped his hand underneath my panties to my burning center. I pulled away from our kiss and moved my arms to his shoulders as I let out a shuddering breath. Cole only continued to plant kisses over my cheeks and down my neck as his fingers left me putty in his hands. 

He always knew exactly how to make me squirm. His fingers danced across my folds and his thumb put pressure against my clit, causing my hips to buckle. I let out a soft moan as I clung to him while his fingers entered me. "Oh, Cole," I whispered. 

He pulled his face back to look at me and I met his gaze in the dark. He didn't say anything as his eyes searched mine. I took his moment as a distraction and moved my hand down to his shorts. I began to rub his shaft through them and he tenses before letting out a groan. He moved his hands away from my core and climbed out of his shorts. Then he reached for the hem of my panties and pulled them down too.

Our bodies were now pressed against each other and he moved to brush my hair out of my face. "You're perfect," he whispered softly before he gently kissed my reddened cheek. I closed my eyes and let out a deep breath. When Cole maneuvered his member to my folds, my eyes shot back open. 

I felt my body tremble as he entered me and my nails sank into his back. He groaned in pleasure as he ran one of his hands down to my right breast. As he buried himself deep inside me, he kneaded my breast to add more fuel to the fire erupting inside me. I moved my hips up to meet his first thrust and I could see the control slipping as he tried to hold on. 

He began gently moving in and out of me as he bent his head to take my left nipple into his mouth. I arched my back and the amazing sensations he was making me feel. I gasped as I felt his member slide in and out of my body. I didn't know how much longer I could take this type of assault on my body, but I knew I had to slow things down if I wanted this to last.