Teddy Bear {NamjoonxJin}

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It's been 3months since grandma passed away. I feel lonely now without her standing on this planet with me. I don't smile anymore like I used to.

I shut myself out except for the people close to me. I talk to Namjoon my teddy bear when i'm lonely sometime's. I wished that grandma was still here, I thought to myself while crying holding tight to Namjoon.

1 Week Later

Me and my parents were heading to my grandma's place to take everything out in the house. My mom planned to move there since There new job was near by.

I got out of the car and went to the playground my grandma used to take me near by our house. I asked my mom permission before going.

I saw kid's playing on the playground smiling and giggling running around. It looked really fun, I wanted to join but I was shy. My grandma would usually introduce me to the kid's since I was shy to talk to other's.

I decided that I should step out of my comfort zone since no one was here to help me with my shyness anymore. I slowly walked up to the 3 kids who were playing on the monkey bars.

"H-Hi, can I play with you?" I stuttered looking down to hide my embarrassment. It was silent which made me nervous even more. Suddenly a kid with brown hair jumped down and walked up to me.

He looked at me and grabbed my hand, I looked up to him to see him giving me a boxy smile. He pulled me near the other 2 he was playing with and looked at me again.

"What's your name?" The brown haired boy said. "I'm Kim Seok Jin, but you can call me Jin." I said while gaining a little bit courage.

"Nice to meet you Jin, i'm Kim Taehyung, you can call me Tae though." The brown haired boy said giving me another boxy smile.

"I  am Jello Jungok." The black little haired boy said with a bunny smile.He was so cute.  "He's name is Jeon Jungkook, just call him Kookie he likes being called that."The orange haired boy said getting up from where he was sitting."I'm Park Jimin, just call me Jimin." He said

"See those two sitting on the bench." Jimin said pointing out 2 other kids just sitting there having a conversation. "Yea." I said and looked back at Jimin.

"There our friend's too, let's introduce you to them." He said leading the way. I followed him with Tae carrying Kookie behind me.

"Hey introduce yourself." Jimin said, the two just stared at me until one of them quickly got up excitedly giving me a heart shape smile. "Hi! I'm your hope!Your angel! I'm J-Hope!" The boy said doing jazz hands kneeling down.

"Yah! Introduce yourself like a real human being." Jimin said flicking the boy's head. I held myself from chuckling. "YAH! I'm still older then you, you know." He said with a pout.

He turned to me again. "Let me try this again. I'm Jung Hoseok, but please call me Hobi. He said with a big smile. It was finally the Mint haired boy to introduce himself, but he didn't look nice.

The mint haired boy suddenly got up and walked towards me. "I'm Min Yoon Gi. Call me Suga." He said with a small smile that I was not expecting.

"Ok now we know each other's names, how old are you Jin?" Taehyung said. "I'm 7." I said. "Wahhh Sugar hwyung, he ish owlder den chu." The cute little boy said tugging on Suga's Jacket.

"Yah kid it's Suga not Sugar." He said looking down at the little boy. "It should be Sugar." I heard Jimin whisper while trying not to chuckle.

"Well i'm 6." Suga said. "I'm 5, Tae and Jimin is 5 as well but i'm 3months older. And this little bunny is 4 but he doesn't know how to speak well yet." Hobi said.

"Lewts pway alwedy hwyung." Kookie said tugging on my arm. I chuckled and nodded. We played in the slides and swings.

After playing for a good hour or two it was time for me to go home. "Will we see you again Jin hyung?" Taehyung said. "Yes but I can't promise." I said then waved goodbye.

I was happy I made new friends and opened up a little. I walked back inside the house, seeing it empty with nothing inside not even grandma made me want to break down into tears. I stopped my tears from rolling down my eyes, I know grandma wants me to be strong.

After my parents were done we went in the car and went out to eat. After we got home and I got in my bed I was thinking about things. I was wondering how grandma was.

I turned on my side and faced at the teddy bear my Grandma got me. "Will you actually grow and not leave me like grandma?" I said to the teddy bear hugging it and slowly falling into slumber.

IN JINS DREAM
I could see a boy with ears and a little tail. I  slowly made my way to the little boy sitting by the tree reading a book. "Hi, what are you doing here?" I said looking at the boy.

"To meet you." He said which made me confused. He then got up,putting his book down and slowly walking closer up to me. He leaned in my ear and whispered something.

"I made a promise to your grandma to not leave your side." He said then pulled away from my ear. "I will see you soon Jin." He said then slowly was disappearing in mid air.

I walked closer to the tree he was sitting beside on earlier, i ducked down and picked up the book he was reading that he left on the ground.

I opened it up and saw 2 sentence. It said
'If you love something it will stay by your side forever.'

'If you stop giving love to it, it will slowly disappear and leave you.'
~Namjoon

I dropped the book when I saw who wrote it.

"Namjoon? My teddy bear?" I said to myself backing up from the tree and the book itself on the floor. As I was backing up I felt someone touching my back. I slowly turned around to see my mom yelling near my face.

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"JIN WAKE UP!" I got startled by my mom screaming and quickly sat up from my bed panting.

"Are you ok honey?" My mom said pulling me into a hug and patting my back gently.
"Wh-What happened." I said pulling away from the hug. "You had a bad dream, that's all." She said then got up.

Hurry downstairs and eat breakfast after you have calmed down, ok honey." She said then walked out my room closing the door behind her.

I looked at my teddy bear and noticed it was holding something in it's side. I pulled it out.

I quickly dropped it seeing the exact same cover the book had in my dreams. I quickly got ready and went downstairs to eat.
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