Faithful

Chapter Eight

I was gently placed on a big double bed in a naturally lit room. There's nothing I love more than a room with big windows. I turned to look out but quickly turned around when Josh said, "you sure like windows don't you?" I giggled, wiping my eyes with my hands to try and salvage my messy face from the tears which had most likely caused me to have black eyes from melted mascara. "You need a nice long bath!" He remarked and went off towards the ensuite in the room. I heard him turning of the taps to get the water running.

After a few moments he came out with fresh towels. "Go behind the changing screen, take off your clothes and wrap yourself in these," he said, giving me a kiss on the cheek. I didn't refuse because of the changing screen. I quickly undressed behind its cover and wrapped my body in the big white fluffy towel. I sat back on the bed and waited. When he came back out of the bathroom, he walked towards me so I naturally flinched to get away. "Annabelle I'm not going to take advantage of you," he sighed, "I'm going to share a bed with you but I won't have you unless you want me to... I'm not like other men, I won't force you."

"How can I believe you?" I scoffed. He sat down on the bed with me. "I have taken women by force before and not given a dam about their feelings but I will never do that to you," he whispered, "I can't and won't hurt you, you're too precious to me." He put his hand behind my neck and pulled me in for a kiss. I couldn't say no, I couldn't even try. Despite everything his behaviour has been impeccable towards me, he hasn't tried to hurt me... he hadn't even kissed my lips this time until now.

He gently prised himself off of me and I laughed when I saw his face. "You've got red lips," I giggled, "I really can't believe I'm beginning to fall for this... just like I did with Viktor... you've began to brainwash me to have feelings for you." He smiled. "I know... I shouldn't persuade you to love me like this but," he whispered, placing his face in between my neck and my shoulder, "I need you to have feelings for me... I need you to love me the way I've found myself loving you."

If he keeps this up... I'll be unable to leave his side unless taken, like I am with Viktor. Viktor... I am an unfaithful slag. A tear escaped my eye. "I really love him," I sobbed, "I really really love him and I'm betraying him with every waking moment." Josh shook his head. "I am the reason you are unfaithful, not you... I'm the one making you have feelings for me, not you," he argued, "hate me, hate me every second of the day... but love me like you have no man before." He pushed me down on the bed and claimed my lips. Not forcing me to spread my legs like a good girl, even though if he did I wouldn't refuse...

What was I thinking? But... why wasn't he doing it? I'm sure he can hear my breathless panting and my seductive moaning as he puts his tongue down my throat and rubs his body against mine. I found myself to be the one taking his hands to coax him to touch me. It was when he rejected that I began to push him off of me out of realisation of what I was doing. "Oh my god..." I squealed in embarrassment, putting my hands over my face to escape from his sight. "Your bath should be ready," he whispered, I removed my hands from my face to see him.

As he came out the bathroom there was a hard lump in his jeans where I saw despite rejecting me he was wanting. I bit my lip watching him comeback towards me. "Right now I'd do anything to jump on top of you and make you mine in body... but you'll regret it that way," he explained, "I want you to love our first time together, I don't want you to regret it." I found myself hugging him before I could stop myself which he seemed extremely pleased about. He kissed my forehead before walking me into the bathroom.

"I'll be right outside if you need anything baby doll," he said, closing the door behind me. I took off the towel and looked at myself in the mirror... I was in a state. Panda eyes from crying, red lipstick smeared over my face that made me look like the joker. There was some makeup wipes waiting for me so I spent a few minutes and about seven wipes to clear it all off of my face. I then brushed my hair and my teeth before finally climbing in the bathtub. It was the perfect temperature so I dunked my hair in to make it wet and ready to wash and pulled myself up again.