3:00am
Staring out my window, I sigh. I can't get the strange man out of my head; I don't know who he is yet he somehow knows me.
I've never met him but he knows my name and my occupation, I always receive texts from him but he never tells me his name.
I expected a text any moment.
The light from my phone turns on, giving me the signal it's him. The strange man.
Received 3:05am
I didn't leave because
I stopped loving you,
I left because the longer
I stayed the less I loved myself.
What? What the hell does that mean? Is he an ex of mine? I've been broken up with multiple times that I can no longer count, but why would an ex text me when they've all told me the same thing.
"You're disgusting."
There's no way he has been with me. Think Y/N think. Who has left you with no reason? Who has hurt you? Abandoned you..
Delivered 3:07am
Who are you?
Give me a name please. I want to know your name!
You are my only hope of sanity.
It was true. I had slowly been losing my mind and it was all because of the cold world I live in. The people around me who have only hurt me, the strangers that give me the look of pity when they see my face.
This man had been giving me hope for the past 2 months he had been texting me. I wanted to know who he was.
I had to.
I checked my phone to see if he had seen it.
Seen 3:07am
Great. Not even he wanted to respond to me anymore, I was all alone in this world. Everyone was so selfish. I can't help but go mad.
Received 3:09am
It's Jimin.
Park Jimin...
Remember me?
Suddenly, the pain that had been hiding itself away under the madness rushed back to me. Jimin. My best friend. My true love.
I remember him clearly, his smile that lightened up the room and his bright laugh that was so contagious even the most upset people couldn't help but laugh too.
He left me. Left me for his supposed dream, I see him all over T.V with his friends. He looks so happy, so why is he texting me now. What has gone so wrong for him to text me now. 8 months after abandoning me.
Received 3:11am
I miss you Y/N.
I love you. I need you.
I'm addicted to you.
Funny that. When I told him I loved him he simply laughed it off as a joke. Now he's texting me I hurt him but that he loves me? I'm a joke to him. A toy.
Delivered 3:11am
you cannot leave
and have me too.
I cannot exist in
two places at once Jimin.
I look up at the sky again and start to sob. It's such a quiet sob that no one would ever be able to hear, like how no one ever hears my screams for help. I missed him so much. I've wanted to see his face for so long, I've craved him for such a long time and I am getting a second chance.
Received 3:13am
That's why I'm here to say goodbye.
Forever Y/N
You mean the world to me and I love you so much. But you hurt me. To see you sad all the time.
I cannot bear with the pain you bring to me.
I'm sorry.
That's fucking rich. He cannot bear with the pain? Jeez what am I experiencing then. I feel my heart shatter completely. I scream his name with desperation evident in my voice.
I look at my phone and throw it across the room, knowing it was smashed completely. I sob till there are no more tears. I've run out of tears.
I watch the wall and feel my heart completely shatter and there's no way stopping it.
I love you Jimin.
