Speak now or never

Just a normal day

"I love you, I always have even the things I don't like, I love and yes I know i'm a big catastrophe I talk too much I have so many stupid habits yes and,but I think I-I know you love me too.Do you?"

These words should change everything!

These words should be my last words,but they weren't.

My last last words were...

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9 Months ago

Cara's POV-

"Cara you should get up hihi"

My 'friend' shouted Kathy ,we couldn't say that we're real friend we were always in a competition fight.

"W-what ?" I did say confused and looked at my watch.

"What? it's 9 a.m?! Holy fff.....

Damn Kathy whats going on?! how long are you awake?!"

"Ahhm I think since 7:30 a.m hihi" she giggled.

"Why....you?! I-I, sorry but I'm speechless! My seminar starts at 10 a.m!"

"Ok..so you should change your clothes!" She scanned me from head to toe with a nasty smile I could see the malicious joy in her eyes.Then she left our little apartment.

We're shared an apartment because we live in Los Angeles and the apartments are expensive and we hadn't much money.

"Ohh I can't believe this girl"

I did say with a bewildered voice.

After that I ran in my room and change my clothes faster than ever before.

I stept outside and I ran I carried the fat books it was so difficult to ran 'cause I was tired too.

The way tooks 30 minutes to my University and I was late.

On the way I thought about the strange relation between Kathy and me.

I actually haven't so many friends I can really trust,except Tary and Austin my best friends.

I called Tary to tell her everything.

"Hello?! Cara?! where are you?!"

"Argh I just say Kathy I don't know I'm late.."

"Yes I can see it"she interrupt me.

"I think..."

"What?!" she asked me so nosy.

"Actually nothing but....it's Kathy!"I didn't want to tell her that,she doesn't like Kathy they hate each other.

"Why do you live with her I did warn you and you don't listen to me" she saids with her smart aleck voice.

"Argh I-I can't talk I carry those fat books bye!" I said annoyed.

"Haha you did want to study medicine...bye"

On the way I thought about Tarys words

Is she right?

Why I live with her?

We are so different she was tall beautiful blond she looked like a model she is this typical 'californian girl' she loved to dress herself.

She always giggled with her 'best friends'.They weren't her real friends they talked behind her back all the time.She is a boy magnet and they think that they get a boyfriend with her help.

I was the opposite I was small I had dark brown and curly hair I don't wear dresses or skirts I feel myself comfortable in normal pants sneakers and t-shirts especially with 'Marvel' logos like Batman or Superman.

I just have two real friends and the rest consisted of boys because I couldn't talk with the girls of my semester they always talk about make-up high heels and boys just those silly things.

Suddenly jostled me a girl, she rans to a huge amount which consisted of more teenager girls and paparazzis.

They broke my way to the university.

What was going on there?