Sinking Deep

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Every word you say will hurt me,
Now my brain is dark and decayed,
And your words create a constellation on my arm,
Through deep, painful slices of the blade.

I look around my room,
And wave a small goodbye,
I grab a pen and note pad...
At least you could say I tried!

I know what I want to say to them,
But my words melt into the ink on the page,
This is meant to be my suicide note,
Not a cause for extra rage.

My tears dissolve into the ink,
My tears dissolve into the blood,
My legs give way below me,
Just like I hoped they would.

The world began to fade away,
But then I heard a sound,
I willed and pleaded for it to go away,
But no.... I had been found.

I kicked and screamed and begged,
But they would not let me go,
They applied pressure to my arm to stop the blood,
And ease the calming flow.

"Darling why would you do this?"
"You know we love you so.."
"I know you don't want it but you need some help",
"I just can't let you go!"

-so yeah.... My first peom here on Wattpad! Hope you enjoyed!!-

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