If Only I Was Perfect... (Slow Updates)

•Chapter Seven•

Angela's pov...

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Does he know about Jake? I think so....I thought he moved before Jake died though...hmm...

"I know what your thinking, 'Does he know Jake is dead?' Actually, yes I do." He told me sitting on the bed I was sitting on.

He turned to look at me more. "What happened to you?" He asks with concern filling his eyes.

"So I found out I was supposed to move, and dropped my glass cup on the ground and it shattered, cutting my feet. I couldn't feel my feet after running up my stairs. I couldn't feel my feet and sat there for the rest of the night and I forgot I had school that day. I couldn't go to school, but my boyfriend did. I called him and he came to get me. We went to the hospital. They told me I will be on this wheelchair for a few weeks at the least. They gave me medicine to sleep, not meaning I had depression. My mom and Dad never came back, so I called my mom. Well I texted her... A nurse answered.....she said my dad was dead.....and mom injured.....everything just went down from there....." at that point, I was already crying.

Max gives me a big hug and rubs my back. He comforts me.

"Shhhh Angela....let it all out.....I'm here for you okay? Any time you need me, please come talk to me. I'll always be here. Let it all out...." He was saying this to me.

I was sobbing into his chest.

I wonder if everything will turn out better? Maybe....let me text Riley....when I'm done crying...

*Time Skippy to when it's like 12 am brought to you by EliKat1905 *

I was sitting on my bed, thinking.

I didn't take the medication the doctors gave me, thinking I was going to be alright.

My phone was on my stomach, I was laying on the perfectly made bed, staring at the ceiling.

My phone buzzed and I picked it up.

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A-Angela R-Riley
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R: Hey Ang!
A: Riley? What are you doing up so early?
R: Couldn't sleep. I imagine that's the same thing with you?
A: Yeh...just thinking...
R: Same here. I'm listening to Imagine Dragons too!
A: Cool I was just sitting in a dark room until you texted me.
R: YAY I SAVED THE DAY!
A: Lol. Riley I have a question...
R: Shoot.
A: How are you so happy all the time?
R: What?
A: Your always happy and jumpy....I'm not....how do you stay happy all the time?
R: Ang....I'm not really.
A: Huh?
R: I'm not always happy. I seem it because I put a mask on. Things are happening with me here in WV. I really don't want to talk about it, but I'm not perfect. Yes I'm that preppy, cheerleading girl, but I'm not ALWAYS happy. You don't ALWAYS have to BE happy either. Sometimes we have those moments where we have to let all of our emotions out and just let gem out to someone. I know this is long, but it's true.
A: Thank you so much Riley.
R: Your very much welcome. I am going to TRY to get some sleep. Good night Angela.
R: Nite Riley.
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I set my phone on my dresser and hopped into my wheelchair and turned on my lamp. I went to my suitcase and get out a journal. I'm going to start to keep a journal about how I feel. I think it might help.

*Time Skippy to morning brought to you by Temmie Flakes. The most wonderful cereal in the world!*

"Angela! It's time for school!" Max says coming in my room.

"I don't want to go." I say and look at him.

"Okay. Dad said you didn't have to go. Bye Angie." He says walking out and closing the door.

I lay on my bed still thinking.

My phone dings and it's a text from Riley.

"Hey just wanted to make sure you were okay! Please do good today and if you need anything I mean ANYTHING, text me and I'll try not to let the teachers see I'm texting. Bye bye Ang!"

I love my online bff....I wish she was in real life...

I wish my bff was real....I wish Jake was alive.....I wish.....I wish my life was perfect again. With Jake, and Max. All of us playing and having a good time. I wish that's how it was...

[Shorter than normal. But did you like it? So you know how Angela is keeping a journal? I'm going to start writing her journal! It will be the next chapter after this. This day that Angela is in when Max came in her room, will be June 12, 2020. It will continue from there. Thank you all!

Will Angela be okay? Will Riley and Angela ever meet irl? Will Max admit his feelings for Angela?!

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Bye my Werewolves!

~Alpha ]

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