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Donna's POV

Im donna currently a neet...I spent my time sleeping and doing nothing..I'll show you how my life of being a neet has begun.

It all began when i was 10 years old..I was actively socializing with my friend,family,family friend's,and people who i met for the first time..At that time i was still in school i was in 4th grade..Some of my friends came and wanted to talk to me she said "I wish i was you"..After she said that to me.She wasn't acting like my usual friend from 4 years ago.She started avoiding me recently.Then i managed to encourage my self by asking her bestfriend who was always with  her..i asked her why did her bestfriend came and said to me "i wish i was you"..At first she hesitated to tell me the reason but then decided to tell me...she said "It's because you are so close to her crush that she's feeling insecured of you"..After she said that to me...I went back to my desk and kept thingking of what she said until school was over..When i went home i started thingking what will happen to our friendship..I cant just choose to not be close to her crush cause i know that he will have a bad impression of me..but if i keep my distance from him will our friendship be back again?..but you know what i choose?

I CHOSE TO STILL BE FRIEND'S WITH HIM

After that..She started bullying me like..Writing on my notebook,ripping the pages of my book,telling our teacher that im just having my revenge on her..it kept like that until we move up to 5th and 6th grade

I know some people experienced this..BUT HAVE YOU EXPERIENCED BEING HUMILIATED IN PUBLIC?

Like some math teacher decided to call you to answer the question on the board but you didn't know the answer..The teacher then said "Your now in 6th grade and you still don't know how to divide..Are you stupid"..After that your whole classmates laught at you for not knowing the answer and started bullying you as well..

THAT IS HOW I STARTED BEING AFRAID OF PEOPLE AND HATED BEING JUDGED

Then when it was 3 months of me being ridiculed and everthing..When it was the month of september..My mom started calling me on my cellphone as i answered the phone she said in a hesterical voice "Come back here in the house quickly just say to your teacher that can you be excused from the rest of class because its an emergency"..After the call ended...I was ready to get out of our room but then our next teacher came..I said to her that my dad is having a serious thing and i have to get out of here as soon as possible...but as soon as i said that ..she just laught at me and said "Your dad?..Your dad is like an amazon and your saying that your dad needs you?..Sit down or your out of my class"..As soon as she said that to me ..I went back to my desk and felt guilt and sadness and anger she didn't understand my dad's situation..I felt like i've lost something so valuable..And so after the school ended i went to my service as fast as possible so that i can go home fast...And as soon as i went home i saw my dad his legs were bleeding and his wounds are getting bigger and after that incident i hated teachers more than everything..I couldn't trust anyone anymore i felt betrayed

I know some people will talk to me and say this is your reason for not finishing your studies?!..becoming a neet some people have far worse than you...but to me my dad was everything to me..I grew with him when i was still a baby.

I WILL WRITE A STORY FOR THOSE WHO HAVE DEPRESSION AND THOSE WHO ARE NEETS

THE REAL STORY HAS BEGUN