My name is Denise, I'm 23 years old and I'm currently trying to find myself in life... I was a whore and you know how it gets when you get a little freedom you want to do everything before going back into the house?. Yea I thought I was ready until I seen a message saying that a girl he was with had chlamydia and he was with me before her but I didn't give it to him.
I stretched out on the sofa during my therapy session, it was one of those days where I had to let it all out,especially when you've held it in for years.
Denise, did you get tested again? , Dr. Steph asked adjusting himself in the chair .
Of course, I don't have anything , I'm clean I should have just been careful it was embarrassing to me you're the only one who knows , shit you know everything about me, you're practically my Bestfriend! I said wide eyed.
We both laughed.
Well since we're Bestfriends how about I take you out and we both can clear out heads ? How does that sound?
I studied him for a minute, I secretly loved this man but I don't mix business with pleasure and what I tell him is strictly business nothing more nothing less , but I do want to eat I don't feel like cooking , but what if he try's to get comfortable and start talking about everything I told him in the office .. what if he talks about my problems to other people . Denise stop it just say yes so you can eat cause you know damn well there is no food at your house and you don't like spending money. I gave myself a mental pep talk .
Sure, I'd love to go out .
Great I'll pick you up later tonight at 8'o clock. He smiled while licking his lips
I sat up on the couch gathering up my belongings to go, yes of course you will.
I walked out the room , panties wet. But I just can't mix business with pleasure. Sigh. We'll see how this date goes.
I pull up in my driveway taking a deep breath before I got out the car , all I could think about was steph. I knew that man ever since we were in School he's a few years older than me , but it was something about him that made me so attracted to him. I remember when I first seen him he was with my brother, (that's his Bestfriend till this day) we were walking home and he use to hold my hand when we walked across the street and held it even tighter when we would walk our separate ways to our houses cause. mama wasn't playing that "I'm going to my friends house to chill" nope we had to come straight home do homework and any other chore then go play . Just me and my big brother, Steph would come around from time to time to chill but I think he would come over there just for me , I could picture it now, him sitting on the sofa with his legs propped up winking at me. Mind you I'm in middle school and they were in high school , I was 12 and steph was 17 we had the same birthday and everything, he use to buy me gifts like little barbies and everything and on my thirteenth birthday he gave me the sweetest gift any girl could want at my age , My first Kiss . That was when I knew I was falling in love with steph ellis.
I walked into my house and stripped out my clothes and headed for the shower , I had a long day at work and therapy, I'm an assistant at a dentist office, I hate it. Dr.Calvin Moore, is his name. Such a flirt but I'm not attracted to him I mean he's an okay but not my cup of tea . All he talks about is teeth this teeth that , like that shut the hell up. But that 20,000 a week has been soo good to me. Did I mention I'm married to him. And you're probably thinking she a whore. Well, I'm not. I was forced into this marriage when I was 18 Calvin was 22 I got married while I was in school, turns out my mother owed somebody money, she couldn't pay them back so now I'm exchange for the money she gave them me now I'm basically a wife to a man I don't even love. Blah blah blah blah blah. My mother is in prison now 15 flat,no parole no nothing she calls everyday but I don't answer... like that but my big brother,Ralph . He always says "little sister mom made a mistake,just talk to her" everytime we talk, and every time she calls I ignore it or let it ring out.
Welcome to the life of Denise Monroe Moore.
AKA The Mistress.
