You know those times when you love your little brother, but you really just want to kill him? Yeah, I'm having one of those moments right now. My 15 year old brother ,Sammy, is making me go to one of those feeling circle thingy's. You know where you have this like group and you make a circle and just....say what's on your mind. Sammy says I need to stop bottling up my emotions. I didn't even know I was.
Anyway. Here I am now. In a circle with a bunch of people I don't know and we're talking about our feelings. Sadly there isn't one chick in here. But across from me is this stunning guy. He has this black hair that is the perfect example of sex hair. He is wearing black skinny jeans and a light blue shirt. On top of that he has this ugly ass tan trench coat. He makes it work though. His eyes....oh god his eyes. They are this breath taking dark blue.
Our um....counselor person walks in and we all go quiet.
"Hello. My name is Anna Novak. I think we all pretty much know how these things work. Shall we get started?" she looks around and we all nod. "Would anyone like to begin?" Silence.
She smiles. "Okay thats fine. How about you Castiel? Tell us about yourself." She looks at the blue eyed boy.
He shifts uncomfortably in his seat.
"Um,well, my name is Castiel Novak..." Oh god that voice "....I am Anna's brother. My parents died when I was young. Im 19 and Im gay." At the last words he looks at me nervously. I feel my fave getting red.
I don't take my eyes of of him until Anna starts talking again.
"Thank you, Castiel. Who's next? How about you leather jacket boy?"
I look at her and then at everyone in the circle. Im the only one in a leather jacket. Great.
I clear my throat. "Um yeah okay. Uh my name is Dean Winchester. My dad is an alcoholic dick who beats me, my mom died when I was young. I love my car, and I have a 15 year old brother who I practically raised...." I say. "Oh yeah and Im bisexual." I finish.
I look over at Castiel. Our eyes meet and my breath hitches. God why is he so damn beautiful?
"Thank you Dean..." I don't listen for the rest of the session.
An hour later the session is over. I watched as Castiel got up and walked towards the exit. I follow him a few moments later. I guess he doesn't have a car 'cause he is walking on the sidewalk. Before I know what was happening I was running after him.
"Cas! Hey wait up!" I saw him slow down and then stop.
"Hello Dean."
Oh god. My name sounds so good coming from his mouth.
"Hey um...you need a ride?"
