Loner (Namjoon)

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"namjoon," the therapist straightened her clipboard on her lap and gave a slight smile at me, "how have you been recently?"

"not well"

"and why is that?" she waited for an answer, but i was still trying to put my words together.

"i can't sleep, i can't eat, and i miss jin"

she wrote some things on her notepad, stared at me and then wrote some more

"if jin was here, with me right now, i wouldn't be here at all.. i would be happy and not a mess and i'd never need a therapist"

i could feel my heart break, my heart hurt

tears fell from my dead, tired eyes and i was hurting

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a/n: gonna try to update loner more