Im not exactly sure what to do anymore.
While i look at myself in the mirror, I realize.... Is it really worth being here. Being in this world where lies just fill in out heads. Where society judges no matter what people do to themselves to make them look "beautiful".
What's the point?
Their isnt a reason, probably never will be.
One thing that is stopping me.
Is him.
First time I saw him, was when i walking down the halls and some barbie girl tripped me with her 4-inch heels which made me drop all my books. The bell has just rung and I only had 5 minutes to get to class. I hurry to pick up my books when I hear a voice say, " Here let me help you with that. "
I didnt even look up. Thought maybe it was just another prank. When he would "help" me pick up my books and then right when i grab for them he just drops them again. I didnt even dare move.
But i had to eventually breath because I was holding my breath almost the entire time. I also had to eventually look up to go to class. So I did.
And I kinda regretted it, but at the same time I didnt. Only because I couldnt believe who it was.
It was Patrick Murry.
THE Patrick Murry..
