It All Started With Angeles (Jensen Ackles)

Chapter 15

Jensen's POV

I knew exactly what I was doing to Elizabeth last night. It wasn't hard to tell. That woman's face is like an open book.

Her eyes were all but rolled back into her head when I put my finger in my mouth. I mean, I have to try to put my feelers out there so I can try and get an idea about how she feels for me. I think it's safe to say that after last night I have her in the bag.

I went home and laid down on my bed and just stared up at the ceiling. I couldn't keep the smile off my face.

It wasn't but about two months ago that I broke up with Danneel. I found out that she had cheated on me. I wasn't as upset as I thought I would be. The feelings between the two of us had been fading for a while. Things between us had lost that fire, the excitement. It just wasn't the same anymore.

When I'm around Elizabeth she makes me feel things that I haven't in years. All the guys at work can tell the difference. I haven't told them what's up, but I'm sure they know a girl is involved.   

I just don't know if I can expose her to the paparazzi. They can be so cruel and vicious. I hate to say it, but some of our fans can be ruthless as well. She is so sweet, but I just don't know if she could handle it and I don't want to see her get hurt. 

I hate to think about it, but it's true. I've already seen a couple posts on Twitter bashing her over her performance with me. 

Even though I love my fans, I wish I was normal sometimes. It's hard to have a love life when you are always in the spotlight. 

I want a family one day, and I could see myself having one with Elizabeth.

I run my hands through my hair in frustration. I really don't know what to do. I pick up my phone.

"Hey, we need to talk," I say seriously.