in 6th grade i met this boy named, djr(not saying his name for privet reasons)he was awesome, i fell for him without a heartbeat.i wanted to know more about him, so i asked my best friend about him, turns out him and her were best friends awesome right they were like brothers and sisters, but what i didn't know was that my Friend m, had a crush on him too ,she asked him out i had to do something ,so i asked him out too, i was scared for rejection, i knew it was a no well maybe ....
next day, he said yes to me i was trilled, it was amazing, i felt great i was chosen over someone else ,i mean it feels good, i was so happy, everyday felt like a blessed day , after 3 days gone by, that friend got angry ,she had her other friend named ,a, write a note to djr saying, i was using him for someone else i didn't even know the kid i apparently had a crush on ,they lied to him bc i the kid i had a "crush "on was right next to djrs locker, i was sad djr was a good guy too, hes was very trusting, so of course he broke up with me....
i cried and cried all night, told my friends, i told them not to tell djr about the lie, i just let it slide, i didn't want to cause drama, so after a month or 2, my friend broke up with him, but before that i dated a crappy loser, i was still wishy washy with my feelings, so i dated him later he was jerk, i dont want to waste my time on him typing this out, so now djr was single for a week, i still had feelings for him, it never went away, then some where in September 2016, djr asked me out in math class in 3rd hour, i was trilled, i hated that class bc the teacher was a horrible teacher very lazy, anyway, i said yes ,we have had a very good relationship, very innocent ,it was awesome i never felt that kind of love before, my pain and thoughts would stop, like i was frozen in time ,when i started into those icy blue eyes i almost melted ,after 3 or 4 months, his dad found out told him he couldn't date bc he was too young, i was devastated, traumatized after a week djr would try to get rid of his feelings, i cant remember exactly but i said something that had to deal with "i cant ever get rid of these feelings for you", and we stayed in a unofficial relationship it still worked .....
summer break came around i was very sad to not see him for 4 months i couldnt see him out of school bc of his parents but i was getting ready for 7th grade........
