Like a Virgin xYoonminx

Like a Virgin

please let me know what you think in the comments. Bora in this story is not referencing Bora from sistar. p.s love them <3 Enjoy!

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  Let me tell you about my first time. I was about 17 years old almost 18 when I lost my virginity to my girlfriend at the time, Bora. I had been dating Bora for eight months when it happened. We had never gone further than just kissing and even then it wasn't that exciting for me. You see I didn't fully know if I liked girls or if I liked boys. I had only been in one relationship and I had never thought of starting one with a boy. I remember that she texted me in the middle of the night on a Friday saying that her parents where going out of town for two days and that she wanted me to come over to hang out with her. Me being very naive and not really picking up on her hit agreed without hesitation. She was a nice girl and because she was, by definition, my girlfriend I loved hanging out with her. I remember waking up the next day, Saturday, ready to go to Bora's house. I ask my parents to drive me and thought they were kind of hesitant to let me go I assured them that I was just going to hang out. Now I wasn't an innocent 17 year old and I think my parents knew that, I just had no intention of having sex or doing anything dirty with anyone. On the way there I remember getting nervous for some reason. I had never been alone with Bora, sure we had gone on dates but we were always in front of people and we never did anything but hold hands and give quick little kisses. We arrived at the house and Bora came out looking very nervous her hands were shaking and her smile was uneasy, it freaked me out. She walked up to the car and greeted my parents politely then escorted me into her house. She has set up some blankets on the floor and a movie was ready to start playing on the big screen. I don't remember what we watched I just remembered I was intensely trying to focus on watching it and nothing else. Bora on the other hand was tugging at my arm the whole time trying to get my attention. I really could not pick up on any of these hints I was clueless. The movie ended and I was about ready to say goodbye to her and go home but she started telling about how her parents wanted her to study of broad in Akita and how she didn't want to leave because she would have to break up with me, long story short she ended up crying. I was not affected by the news that much, Don't get me wrong I was going to miss having someone to talk too and have fun with but I never really felt like Bora and I were truly dating. I was comforting her when all of the sudden she kissed me. I had kissed her before but they were just pecks not long periods of time where our lips would stay connected. She moved closer to me and said with all seriousness "Oppa I want to give you something before I go.... something that I can't ever give to someone else". It was in that moment that I realized why Bora had invited me to her house, she intended to lose her virginity to me. In my mind I thought why not, we have been dating for a long time, half of our school has done it too, we are going to be safe, and I really do love her. So even though I was really nervous I just kind of went with it. It was awkward. I didn't really enjoy it, and when we were done we just looked at each other not really knowing what to do. I wished her good luck on her study of broad and she wished me luck on my upcoming entrance exams. I left and we broke up two days later at the airport as she was getting ready to leave to Akita. I don't regret losing my virginity to Bora, I did love her but it was more of like a friend loving a friend. I basically lost my virginity to my friend.

After Bora I didn't date until my second year of college. I had been focusing on my studies and girls were the last thing on my mind. Boys on the other hand, not so much. One boy in particular. His name was Min Yoongi, he was this pale, 5 foot 8 blonde that had the cutest butt I had ever seen. When I saw him all those confusing thoughts from high school on weather I liked girls or boys came rushing back. He carried himself with such confidence and he was a so intelligent that I found him absolutely irresistible. I didn't know how to approach this not so new found attraction. Yoongi just had this energy around him that always seemed like he knew what he was doing, like he was a real man that could take control. It was that energy that would always have me hot and bothered within 10 seconds of just thinking about him. I knew that I wanted to be his boyfriend and it excited me because no other boy had ever made me feel like that before. I had a plan on how I would ask him out, I would leave my Humans and Cultures Studies class 10 minutes early then sprint across campus to the sound and engineering department where I would make my way down to Intro to Producing 101 and wait patiently outside the door. Well that didn't happen, I tried this plane three times and all three times it failed. The first time my professor wouldn't let me leave early, the second time Yoongi hadn't come to class, and the third time I had tripped halfway there and had to go to the nurse's office to make sure that I wouldn't bleed to death. I had just about given up on the whole mission until one day when it was raining and I had just gotten out of dance practice. I was booking it through the rain without an umbrella when I stopped under the shade of one of the buildings trying to get ready to bolt the rest of the way to my dorm. His voice hit my ears like a truck and I froze right where I stood. I turned around to see him just as wet as I was, his face was even hotter up close and I seriously thought it has to be impossible to be that good looking. He just stood there and looked at me until I realised he had asked me a question.

*flashback*

"I'm sorry what did you say I was spacing out"

God he's so cute, OH MY GHAD his giggle is adorable.

"I said looks like you're stuck here too"

He's trying to make conversation laugh so he knows you want to as well. Oh god why am I so nervous just chill ahhhhhh.

"I'm Min Yoongi by the way"

AHHHHHHHH he is holding out his hand okay okay okay you can do this just shake his hand and introduce yourself.

"Hi, I'm Park Jimin, nice to meet you"

"ahhh so that's the name of the cute little dance major I always see running around the sound building, it's nice to finally put a name to the very adorable face"

KILL. ME .NOW. is he flirting with me???? Waaaaaaaaa-

"Thank you"

I'm going to die out here. He is going to kill me and I'm going to die out here.

"Hey Jimin, now that I have you here I was wondering...."

Oh Jesus have mercy on my soul

"Are you busy tomorrow night?"

YOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

"No I think I'm free, why?"

What do you mean WHY? Do you honestly think he would me asking you with any other intention of wanting to go do something with you.

"My favorite coffee house is having karaoke night tomorrow and I have no one to go with, and since I have heard that your vocals are as amazing as your dance moves I would love it if you could join me"

LORD THANK YOU

"That sounds fun, I'd love to go"

His smile is blinding me ahhh

"So it's a date, I'll pick you up at 8 ish?"

"sounds great"

*end of flashback*

After Yoongi and I came back from that date I just impatiently waited for the next one. We went of two more after that and on our third he kissed me for the first time. After he kissed me that's all I ever wanted to do with him. His lips her so soft and sweet and he always asked permission to kiss me which made me want to kiss him even more. We started dating immediately after that and we enjoyed being with each other every chance we had. By then three things were clear to me, I was definitely sure about whether I liked girls or boys, I was helplessly in love with Min Yoongi, and I wanted to marry that fool. We had been dating for 6 months when our relationship changed completely. We were at Yoongi's dorm watching a movie when I just got this sudden feeling that I had to kiss him. He was surprised at first but gladly kissed me back. I wasn't intending it to become a full blown out make out session, it just kind of ended up that way. Yoongi, being the gentleman he was, held my hands not wanting to touch anywhere he didn't have permission to touch. He was so adorable but I honestly wanted nothing else but for him to touch me everywhere. So I did something that shocked both of us. I threw my knees on either side of him and I sat in his lap. It was all over at that point. Yoongi and I went crazy trying to discover this new territory as if we were being timed and it would disappear. We stopped to catch out breaths and I told him how I honestly felt. I told him that I loved him and that I wanted to make love to him and that I wanted to share that connection with him. He looked back at me with nothing but love in his eyes. He asked me if I was sure and when I said yes he gave me that connection that I had never ever felt with anyone before. I didn't think I could love Yoongi more than I had already but that night I fell ten thousand times deeper. They say you never forget your first time, and that's true, but I can tell you the second time was way more memorable than the first.