Suicidal Thoughts..
I grabbed my phone, a hoodie, and slipped on some flip flops. Without telling the guys, I went to the top where there was a legend view of London. There was a perfect sunset and the lights of London were starting to illuminate.
I leaned on the edge letting the wind blow my hair. Lately, for some reason, I've been having suicidal thoughts. Depression as well
You don't deserve this life
They will abandon you soon
Kill your self
Simon will sexually asult you
Vikk isn't the person you think
One will pick all you off, you are their first target
I took a picture on my phone and posted it on social media. Simon was the first comment. Lately, he had been noticing my behavior. I would always pick on my food, I would be staring into space, tweeting really triggering thoughts and all that. He's knew I was up to something.
Where are you?? The guys are frantic
I sent him a text saying I was on the roof. 3 minutes later, a hand grabbed me. I jumped but was relived that it was only Simon.
"Kel, tell me what's going on, you haven't been yourself lately." He said.
I teared up. This was going to be really hard. And, in front of the Sidemen!!!
"Lately, I've been having like depression, and suicidal thoughts. And fans have been like telling me really negative things. 2 really worried me. One was about you sexually assaulting me and one about Vikk not being the person I enjoy hanging out with." I finally got it out.
"Someone said that? Vikk was sooooo glad when we got you. He has someone to hang out with. And promise me, I would never do that. I would be thrown in prison for that. I mean we do joke around about that, but we would never do something that serious. I don't know where that person got the idea from." I could tell he was shocked. I got up and walked to the edge.
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Fanfiction17 year old Kelly has been an orphan for 13 year of her life. she wandered away from her parents at the park and never saw them again. Police found her but the parents never came to get her. her dad said they would be back when they went to the bath...
