Sick Love

(A/NHey Guys this is hannah I'm a new writer at wattpad I'm really looking forward for you guys to read this have fun 👍)

Hi my name is Carolina Evans but my friends call me "Carie" I have 2nd stage cancer my doctor said that at anytime it could get worse so now I have to live every moment like it's my last cause maybe it is my last I have three friends that I adore so much that I can't tell them about my sickness oh and by the way those girls are Sharmy,Cheri and Mylie these girls have been with me my whole life but I just live life normally nothing exciting really happens like every girl I go to school and go home and do special medication for my sickness and at school there is this boy that I have a huge crush on his name is Matthew he's the popular boy and everybody likes him but I try my best not to tell anyone about only my three friends know it so here I am walking at the sidewalk then I suddenly felt pain I dropped my books but I just shaked the pain away cause Mylie saw me and said "carie you okay" a bit worried for me

so I said " yeah I'm fine I just tripped" while feeling scared cause I know it had to do something about my cancer so I had to fake it so I faked a smile and we just continued walking after a few minutes we got to school I saw Matthew leaning on his locker while talking to his friends but my locker is next to him which I think is a good or a bad thing? .The bell rang and we had to go to english class it was the worst subject cause it was Monday and it's time for talent day our teacher was a former arts teacher so she said that we should put creativity in our lives by singing,dancing,painting etc and I was like shit cause its my turn to show "creativity" then Miss called my name "Carolina Evans it's your time to shine" I was like atleast Matthew isnt here then I saw Matthew come in the door I said in my mind "SHIT" then miss said "mister Matthew because you were late please go in front and sing with miss Carolina " I just said in my mind "well this day gets more worse every minute"

our classmates picked the song and one of Matthews friends screamed the song "If I die young" miss agreed with the song and I started the song and Matthew continued it and when we finished the song everybody clapped. Ahhhh school was just so exhausting now I'm going to the hospital for my medication so I sat at my usual room and the nurse turned on the oxygen tank and put it at my nose but something felt wrong I didnt feel better the doctor came with a sad look on his face my mom asked why the doctor said you're cancer is getting worse its at stage 3 so I asked the doctor how many days do I have the doctor answered "two months" I atleast have two months so I asked my mom if we can go home she said " sure let's go home" while having a sad look on her face

(A/N Hey guys just a gr.5 student and tomorrow is the test bye :) ❄️☀️)

I ran to my room and cried my heart out because who will be happy at this time if you know that you now have 3rd stage cancer and you only have 2 months to live "AAHHHHH why does my life have to be this torturing" then my mom came in and hugged me tight cause I was basically wrecking my room then I stopped my mom whispered at my ear and said "it's okay,it's okay nothings gonna happen to you" but I still was crying cause I know my life is like a time bomb that can explode any minute.Later that night I was thinking what's the easiest way to die to wait for two months or to jump out my window I looked at my window hmmmm...NOPE I won't jump because my house is too small and if I jump I would only have broken bones instead of dying uhhh then my mom came in "honey why are you still awake" I can't answer my mom because what will I say will I say mom I'm just planning on how to die seriously I'll say that but good thing after that I fell asleep

In the Morning

"Carolina wake up you still have school"mom said "ok I'm awake mom"I immediately stood up and went to the comfort room and took a bath and dressed up when I went downstairs I saw a very familiar boy when he turned around I wanted to scream it was MATTHEW why is he here?,what does he want? There are so many questions going through my head but I was choice less I need to go downstairs so I went downstairs and acted cool "Good Morning mom"I said acting cool "Good Morning honey we have a guest today" mom said "Oh who is it?" I said pretending not to know who "I'll call him for you" my mom said happily "here he is Honey" "oh its Matthew" I said then he came closer to me and said "Hey babe" I was like what then he kissed me

(A/N ohhh why did Matthew kiss Carie why did he call her babe ❤️ find out at my next update byeeeeee ❄️☀️)

Hi so I'm discontinuing this book because why bother in this generation its hard fitting in so bye :'(

JUST KIDDING I JUST NEEDED A TIME OFF SO LETS CONTINUE