Night Call | J-Hope Fanfic

♡ part 4 ♡

-VICKY'S POV-

Why did he call me?

I was kinda afraid to open it but I took a deep breath and I did.

"H-hello?" I said

"Uh... Hi! Vicky..."

"Hi... Are you... OK? Do you have migraines?"

"Uhm... I'm actually fine but I wanted to call you to... Talk to you... If I'm not a bother of course because it's 11:34pm"

What? What does he wanna talk about?

"Uh yeah sure I don't mind. I'll just lay on my bed and talk because i don't I can stand up huehue"

"Hahaha..... Ye... "

I swear it was so awkward. He was awkward too like how can the sun be so awkward.... WITH A FAN?

"Soooooo tell me more about you, Hoseokie" I tried to stay as calm as I could but inside I was dying like 10222 times

"Hmm what should I tell you? I'm your hope, I'm your angel, I'm J-Hooooope" he said with the sweetest voice

"OmG I know you're my hope my angel my sun thank you for existing Jung Hoseok"

......

Did I say that out loudㅡ

"REALLY? I feel so special to be honest T^T"

His words made me love him more UGH WHY CAN'T I GO CLOSER TO HIM

"Yaah Hoseokie"

"Yeah?"

"Have you ever been in a relationship?"

The hell Vicky... What did u do

"Ahh...never. I've been very busy. It's funny cause there are so many fangirls over there and I'm just doing my job as an idol" he said

"You don't have time for one don't you?" I asked

"Well one of the reasons is that... Yeah..."

"One of the reasons?" I asked curiously

"Uh... The other is that.... I.. Already love someone"

What did he say? He already loves someone? That girl must be the luckiest... But... Why do I feel like I suddenly can't breathe very well... I can't stand this.. I mean.. I know I love him and I want him happy but it shutters my heart In million pieces...

"And she is a fan of mine" he added

That last sentence must have been the worst thing someone could tell me to make me feel awful

I actually should be grateful right now that I'm talking with freaking Jung Hoseok... Ugh VICKY WAKE UP

"She must be the luckiest" I whispered believing he barely heard it

"She is the luckiest" he said

Oops he heard me

"Does she love you back at least?"  I asked

"Yes. Actually I actually liked her at first but when I heard her talk about some things for me it really made my heart fluttered and I fell for her" he said

"So sweet... How come you haven't told her how you feel?"

"I wanna wait a little bit because it will be kinda sudden you know..."

"Is that so? I can tell it's not only that Hoseokieeee" I teased

"Okay okay the truth is what I said before but also I am very embarrassed because she is like a queen in front of me"

His words made me feel dead, but his feelings were true and the fact that he was happy made me alive and gave me the feeling of wanting to protect him forever. I am sad that he doesn't like me but ugh come on why would he, and I'm kinda sad about that, okay I am A LOT but in the other hand hearing him say so many things about his self and expressing his feelings makes me feel that I got closer with him. Besides if I really love him then I should accept the fact that he already loves someone and that someone loves him back. It's none of my business. My only business here is to keep safe Jung Hoseok and never let anyone hurt him because if anyone tries I'll kill them before they even try

"My only business here is to keep safe Jung Hoseok and never let anyone hurt him because if anyone tries I'll kill them before they even try"

Oh shit. I think I said that out loud

"I can't believe you said that:o this is the first time I hear an ARMY talk for me like that I feel honored KYAAAAAAA" he screamed out loud so I had to far the phone away from my ear because I think I wouldn't be able to hear ever again from my left ear. Lol.

But really I gotta stop saying out loud what I think without realising it. It's annoying

"It's annoying"

"It's annoying? What is annoying? My voice? I'm sorry" he apologized

Good JOB VICKY

"NONONO HOSEOKIE I was talking to my self because I feel like I'm annoying"

"What are you talking about? You are one of the sweetest perso- actually no. You are the sweetest person alive, why would you say that about yourself?"

Okay lemme tell you that I was biting a towel just like Arol when she fangirls and I was jumping up and down rolling like a potato all over the room, having heart attack and heavy breathing. I was literally hyping but all these so silently so he doesn't get what's happening with my mixed feelings. I bet he'd think I'm crazy

After a couple of minutes we hang up. Literally a couple of seconds later I got a text

From : Hoseokie♡

- Goodnight Vicky. Remember you're the best <3

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And here we go again : I was biting a towel just like Arol when she fangirls and I was jumping up and down rolling like a potato all over the room, having heart attack and heavy breathing

Problems of being a fangirl? It's more than being just a fangirl

I L O V E H I M

To : Hoseokie♡

- Goodnight Ily^^♡

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I hope he doesn't understand what "ily" means because I'm gonna burry myself and never wake up again.

Then I decided to to sleep hugging my phone

Next morning I woke up from feeling the phone vibrate

I had 1 message

When I opened it....

From : Hoseokie♡

- "Phrase. An affirmation of affection or deep caring, especially to a family member. An affirmation of romantic feeling to a lover or spouse. A platonic expression of strong inclination or liking to a friend. I love you man, but you need some professional help."

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FUCK....