Rejection / Not Writing

Chapter 2

Today felt like a good day. Well I'd hope my 16th birthday felt good because if It didn't I wouldn't have come out to school today. My mum always told me to face my fears which I haven't been doing a lot. the most I've done since my mums death has been crying. I never really saw my mums and dads death because I ran away before I could.

*Flashback*

I was going to the park as huge wolfs were chasing me. I thought they were my brother and his friends since they did this all the time. I realized it wasn't they had brown fur and blue eyes. These people had pitch black eyes and black fur. I tried to get home I couldn't really see where I was going because my eyes were blurry from crying. I finally got home and I heard screams and crys. It hurt me to see or hear people in pain. I've always felt like it was wrong to not be happy, you should always be happy not sad or in pain it was not right.

Then I saw my mum and dad fighting. I screamed and my mum and dad looked back and yelled at me to leave.I was a good girl so I did what I was told and I never argued.

While I was running away i heard my mum and dads screams.I was crying so hard I forgot how to breath and my vision was getting blurry.The screams finally stopped and i knew something even worse happened.I had no idea what had happened but I knew it was bad really bad.

*End Of Flashback*

As I remember this moment it makes me wish that i didn't go to school.I want to stay home and cry myself to sleep but i have to remind myself that today is a good day.I am going to get a mate and that he would help me get through this later.He would hold me and tell me it is gonna be all right.I needed comfort.For once in my life I would have someone that would love me and stay with me.And now i remember why I was going to school.

As I walked in the building everyone stared at me and laughing and this was only because i was wearing tighter and nicer clothes than normal.I was getting called names like 'fat' 'ugly' 'stupid whore' 'slut' bitch'.I tried to ignore it but i couldn't so i walked into the bathroom and broke down.

Then I smelt it.

I ran towards the smell.I think that the smell was my mate.My wolf was overjoyed when she smelt it and kept chanting 'Mate' over and over again.

~Conners P.O.V~

The first thing I noticed when I walked in the building was the amazing smell.The smell wasn't here before.I knew my wolf smelt it to because he was freaking out.He was making out a word that i couldn't understand because he was saying it so loudly.It sounded like map.I finally realised what he was saying.He was saying mate.The amazing smell was my mate.

I had to find her before I did something stupid to someone else.My wolf needed to mark something.I always wanted a powerful mate.And I knew that was just I what was going to get.I bet she was a beautiul blond with a nice body, and a nice ass.Her hair was going to be silky soon.Wait.I haven't even met this girl and I'm describing my dream girl,which she is.

I quickly ran down the hall where I smelt it then I saw her running too.I finally got a look at her she had long silky brown hair that looked like chocolate.I looked at her beautiful brown eyes.I noticed she had mascara coming down her soft,silky cheeks.Her eyes were bloodshot also.It was obvious that she was crying.I wanted to kill whoever did this towards her.I finally took a look at her.I realized she was an omega and that she was a slut.

I wanted a powerful mate.Not a weak omega.I wanted a beautiful mate.Not this piece of trash.I would never want someone like her.She was weak,dumb,lazy and ugly.While I'm strong,smart,fit and hot.I don't know what I was thinking.Having a mate is dumb.I needed to say something so I did.

*Toni's P.O.V*

"I Conner Luke reject you Toni Smith". I felt a sharp pain in my body when I heard those words but I ignored it. My wolf told me to beg him to forgive me for whatever I did but I did the opposite. " Thank you now I don't have to reject you" as I walk away I look at him and smirk while he has a shocked expression. I wasn't about to cry I might feel a part of me missing but my life wouldn't be over just because I got rejected.

I told myself that wasn't going to cry but that was a lie.I cried right when I left the building.I needed a mate to come take the knife everyone was stabbing me with but it turns out he was the one holding the blade.I needed to leave.I hated this pack and they hated me.I can't take the abuse and unfair treatment anymore. I hope that they realize that they screwed up,big time. And I really hope Conner try's to take me back.If not I hope the moon goddess has another plan.

I thought today would be a good day.Getting my mate and all.But today is the worst day of my life.Hopefully when I'm gone they will try to find me.Hopefully when I'm gone they will realize that it was a mistake treating me like crap.Hopefully while I'm gone I will fall in love again.That's my biggest hope,To find love...

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Update: My writing skills have improved and I really hate these chapters and slowly hating the idea(the reason why I stopped updating). I want to rewrite it all. Would you like me to keep these chapters up then post new rewrites or just delete these chapters and Post them?