my heart shattered into pieces. of course. loving someone like me is a sin.
"i know. that's why nobody loves me." i say with awkward smile.
"ah, anyways, i must go. i don't think i'm strong enough to kill you. by strong enough, i mean in the heart." i say as i bite my lips.
"wait!" jungkook says.
"what?" i say, annoyed.
"if you aren't going to kill me, then, why don't we get to know each other?" jungkook says.
i shake my head and say, "you cannot know anything about me."
"may i know your name?" jungkook says.
"no." i say as i jump out of his window.
i can't fall in love with him. never. i admit, i like him, but i don't love him. because he'll never love me back.
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"shit. shit. shit." i mumble as i keep on running.
"hey! what did i say!? stop right there!" the police officer says.
i run as fast as i can and i'm running out of breath. where could i go? i don't know anybody here that i can trust, other than jin. but jin isn't here, he's hanging out with namjoon somewhere.
i can go to jungkook's dorm but.. no! but yes! it's my only hope if i want to live. fuck. i have to.
i run to jungkook's dorm and open his window to see him laying in bed with his laptop.
"oh please don't kill m-" jungkook says.
"shut up! stop assuming everytime i come to you that i'm going to kill you." i say.
"then why are you here?" jungkook says as i close the window.
"i'm running away from the police, i-i can't be caught. there's nobody i'm friends with other then my boyfriend-" i say.
"you have a boyfriend?" jungkook says.
"yes." i say as i nod my head, "i said it before."
"but you just confessed to me yesterday?" jungkook says.
"i think my boyfriend's gay.. so we might be breaking up soon." i say.
i regret saying that so much. deep inside i still love my boyfriend. i really love him.
"oh.." jungkook says.
-knock knock-
"hide!" jungkook whispers.
i hide under the covers as jungkook opens the door.
"kookie! i heard there was a killer running around here." i hear a voice say.
"oh really?" jungkook says, surprised.
"yes! be careful, bts cares for you." the voice says.
"i know. go to bed, hyung." jungkook says.
"alright, good night." the voice says as jungkook shuts the door.
