Stopwatch

I Love You

As Jiyong was walking in,he can see that Seungri eyes are attempting to open and his head is going from left to the right trying to analyze the place.But then,he stop moving as he saw Jiyong standing by his side looking sad.

"Ji..Jiyong..." Seungri said sound hard to even speak at the moment but he tried.Jiyong didn't reply instead he hug Seungri tightly as he hide his face in the crook of the younger neck hiding his tears.

"Please..don't leave me..." Jiyong mumble sound broken and scared.Seriously Seungri is happy that Jiyong let him see this side of him.While the other was scared and think he is a brat and cold guy,he know deep inside Jiyong is a nice and soft heart.He know that one day,Jiyong save a stray cat that was in a box during a rainy day.

Seungri was on his way to go home from school,as he turned to the corner,he saw a figure,a black figure he seems to recognize and he know who is it after he look to the Lamborghini car.Jiyong look over to the cat and then he pat it head then he carry it up and hide those cuty in his coat and he run back into his car hidingly.Then he drove away,not letting anyone see or know.But,Seungri know,and that is the day he fall in love with a guy named Kwon Jiyong.

Seungri bring his shaking hand to hug Jiyong back then his hand slowly pat Jiyong head lightly letting the other feel calm.After a few moments,Jiyong pulled away from the hug but then he stare at Seungri eyes.Seungri was trying his best to show his warm smile toward Jiyong even strugling with the breathing mask he is having.

"I told..you...I will have to..go soon.." Seungri said shaking.

"I don't know its this fast." Jiyong said feel hurt.

"Do you regret it now,for knowing me and love me?" Seungri ask smiling still.

"No.I regret for not loving you since before.I regret that I realize about you too late.I'm sorry..for being late.." Jiyong said interwined his finger with Seungri cold hand.

"At least now you are here..Jiyong..." Seungri said assuring the others.

After a while,Seungri mother and his little sister come in and they also try their best to stay calm and smile.Only Jiyong who know how hard Ms.Lee cry just now.

After time nearly coming to the late midnight for the second day Seungri is in the hospital,Jiyong beg Ms.Lee to go home and have a rest after Seungri said how worry he is about his family health.He beg Jiyong to ask his mom to have a rest at home and comeback tomorrow.Although,he is not sure whether he will still be here tomorrow.After almost an hour begging Ms.Lee to go home,she finally agree after Jiyong promise to stay with Seungri for the night and will inform her if anything happen.After giving kisses to Seungri forehead Ms.Lee with heavy heart walk out with Hanna in her hand that was trying to give motivation until she out of sight.

After making sure they already go home,Jiyong walk back to Seungri side and sit on the matress instead of the chair.Simply,because he don't want to be far away from Seungri.

"Jiyong...Can you promise me something?" Seungri ask suddenly shocking the older.

"What..." Jiyong said interwined his hand with Seungri.

"Please don't cry if I am gone.." Seungri said and Jiyong stop caressing his hand and look over to his eyes.

"How can I..Not?I lost you..Please don't said it like that..Please don't go yet..I still need you here..beside me." Jiyong said caressing Seungri hair that is sticking to his forehead.

"Thats not my decision to make Jiyong ah..If anything ever happen to me,please know that I love..you so much..." Seungri said smiling and Jiyong look away can't stand to see Seungri's tears.

"Don't cry...you look too beautiful for me to let go..If you cry I might ended up followed you." Jiyong said making Seungri to chuckle even with tears in his eyes.

"You mean lots to me Seungri..When other people is totally scared of me,you are not,you still come and talk to me..All the other people I had bullied always ended up hating me..Like..i don't blame them.I am a brat myself I know that..I am cold and I don't have a heart..I just know how to hurt people.." Jiyong said looking down feeling bad.

"No...I know there is the soft Jiyong..The nice and heartwarming human..that care about another living things...not bother dirtying his coat to protect a wet kitten on the street during a rainy day.." Seungri said smiling and Jiyong turned over to him shocked.

"You...you are there?" Jiyong ask shocked because he really thought nobody is there at that time.

"Yes,2 years ago..Exactly infront of the Peace Cafe on Sunday around the afternoon.Wearing a black coat with black Lamborghini." Seungri said exactly told the details information on that day which shocked Jiyong even more.

"I never thought..." Jiyong said out of words honestly.

"I love you since then." Seungri admit.

"Why you never approach me?Like that was 2 years ago?Why you never tell me or at least give me any signal?" Jiyong ask totally frustrated.

Seungri look at him with soft sad stares.

"I couldn't.I don't have the strength after I see how devastated my family and friend when they realize that I can't be save no matter what.I dont want to hurt anyone anymore.Even hurting them is so painful already for me." Seungri said then Jiyong hold his hand interwined their fingers together.

"Can I hug you?" Jiyong ask sad.

"Of course you can.Come on here..Sit here.." Seungri say while pat a space beside him on the bed and Jiyong gladly sit beside him then he let Seungri lay his head on Jiyong chest while Jiyong hug his body from behind and play with his hair.

"Can you sing?"

TO BE CONTINUED.