Make A Choice, Danny

'I'm an idiot Ben'

“where’s Ben gone” I asked Cam, but he wouldn’t reply. Stubborn git. I shook him off and turned to leave the room.

“Why are you such a heartless dick” he said, no tone in his voice. I turned shocked.

“excuse me, who the fuck do you think you’re talking to?” i questioned, angry as fuck.

“Danny fucking worsnop, now who the fuck do you think you are? Braking someone’s heart, after you lead them on” i stepped back confused, who the fuck was he on about?

“What? Who. Are. You. on about Cam?” he stood and walked over to me, sticking his finger into my chest.

“Ben” is all he said, pulling his finger away and walking off the bus.

I stood there, startled. What did he mean Ben? How can I break a guy’s heart? He’s straight as fuck. Ow my fucking head, im so confused. I thought back to what Ben had said to me last night, how he held my hand and kissed my forehead, maybe Cam was right? Maybe Ben did like me, and well i think i like him too. In fact i think ive always liked him, but i pushed him to the back of my mind and let the girls take my heart, as well as my dick. Maybe i should talk it out with him, but Cam didn’t tell me where he was. And i don’t even know where Sam and James are..

“Cam!” i shouted running after him, “what Daniel” he shouted, he never calls me that? Wow he must be really pissed. “i, i need to talk to Ben, i think i-“ i shook my head, staring at my feet “i know i like him, but ive been stupid” i looked up and Cam had a told-you-so face on, i laughed “please just tell me where the fuck my man is” I pushed his shoulder, Cam pointed towards the woodland, i nodded and ran as fast as i could to the woods.

“fat man down” i heard someone shout.

“I AM NOT FAT” I screamed in reply.

I turned to see Ben sat in a tree, “what you doin up there man?” i asked with a grin, “watching fat men fall over” he laughed taking a bite out of an apple, “where’d that come from?” i laughed heaving myself up the tree to sit beside him, “dunno” he shrugged “seems safe” i said, cautiously placing my hand on his knee. Ben looked at it uncomfortably, i felt bad for him. I must be confusing him so much.

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Ben’s P.O.V

Danny placed his hand on my lap, it felt uncomfortable. He was a player in my eyes now, going from guy to girl and taking her back so quickly was just fucking stupid. I moved my hand over to his and moved his hand back to his own knee.

“im sorry Danny, please don’t do this to me” i whispered looking down at my feet as i swung them over the branch.

“why? I want to show you how i feel” Danny whispered edging closer to me.

“show me with words then”

“fine” he left an awkward silence.

“well”

“im thinking” i laughed and looked up at him.

“im an idiot Ben”

“well thats a good way to start it” i laughed “very accurate aswell”  Danny laughed before coughing and starting up again.

“im an idiot for ever thinking i could take you for granted, im an idiot for thinking any girl could make me forget about the feelings i had for you. Ive had those feelings for a while now, Ben. And i want you to know that i call us brothers because it makes it harder for my feelings to grow when i call you that” He looked at me eagerly,

I smiled, pulling myself closer to him, he edged closer to me, and soon before we knew any different our lips were only millimetres apart.

“Whiskey?” i asked, pulling away quickly and kissing his forehead. Danny looked at me disappointed, but i didn’t want to kiss him. Not yet. I didn’t want to rush anything, when the moment is right.

“fuck yeah” he laughed, we jumped from the tree and started walking back to the bus, he brushed his hand passed my hand, and entwined his fingers with mine.