true love

Awkward

The next morning Bryan and Sebastian woke up to see Robby home. Little do they know Robby set up a secret camera to film while he's gone. He knew about the kiss. He was gonna try to get them together. So he planned to go out just about everyday or edit a video or something like that.

"Morning Robby." Bryan said.

"Morning" Robby replied.

Sebastian and Bryan sat down on the couch together but this time it was an awkward distance. "Something going on with y'all?" Robby asked just to see their reactions.

"Nope" the boys replied at the same time.

"Okay then." Robby said back skeptically.

Robby then decided to go to Walmart leaving the two boys alone. "So......Sebastian can we talk about last night?" asked Bryan.

"Uh what is there to talk about?" asked Sebastian trying to avoid this conversation.

"I wanna know why you did it. Why did you kiss me?" asked Bryan getting hopeful.

"I-I..." Sebastian paused he didn't know if he should tell him or not. "I don't know why I did it." he ended up saying.

"Are you sure?" Bryan asked clearly not believing the boy

"Yes." Sebastian replied clearly annoyed that Bryan was pressing the issue.

From that point they sat in silence on the couch. Sebastian eventually went to his room. He decided to do something he hadn't done since he was 15. Cut. He grabbed a blade and drug it across his wrist, thinking about how Bryan could never love him back. He watched them bleed until they clotted and he cleaned himself up put on a jacket and went back to the living room.

When he got back Bryan was in his room editing a video. He grabbed a Rockstar and turned on the tv. After about an hour Bryan came out of his room and sat on the couch next to Sebastian this time they were sitting a little too close.

Sebastian couldn't stand being that close to Bryan without kissing him anymore. He suddenly stood up and Bryan grabbed his arm. Sebastian winced while Bryan said "Wait.". Bryan had however noticed Sebastian wince. He stopped what he was going to say and instead pulled up Sebastian's sleeve.

Sebastian just stared at the floor he didn't know what he could say. "Sebastian......" Bryan started, "why would you do this to yourself."

Sebastian didn't answer and instead just kept staring at the floor. Bryan decided not to ask again but he was still concerned. "Will you at least not do this again?" Bryan asked.

"I don't know...." was all Sebastian said.