Hopeless, feeling so hopeless
Honey, I drink 'til I'm sick~NoahI gasp when opening the door, welcome by a satan. At this point the every limb in my body is hurting. I can't stand this.
"You've to be kidding me, what the hell are you doing here!" I half scream at the sight of Harry, sitting next to sleeping Emma. She's curled up in the sheets, and Harry's half laying, half sitting resting his weight on elbows.
"Where were you?" he asks calmly, he can't be more serious.
"What?"
"Was looking for ye' and course Emma, drove around trying to find you, even asked from Niel and Luke, but no one told me"
I laugh flopping beside Emma, at the other side, slipping my toes inside the duvet, a gasp escaping when my warm feet touched Emma's cold ones.
"Why are you laughing?' he asked, his brows pulling together, I'm not laughing because I find him funny, I'm laughing because I'm too drained to say something or do anything, I'm in no mood to start a bickering with him.
"Don't tell me, even after having two beds you still sleep with her? suffocating her.'' He scoffs.
"Not you're damn business, Styles!" I bite back. He's a one hell of a frustrating man. guess his own surname made me win over his nerves.
"Anyway are you comin' tonight at Ashley's friend birthday" He rubbed his knees with his palms, standing up to go, my mind goes back when he was inches away fron me cupping my face with his large hands.
"I don't know, if Emma's going then maybe, and yea' isn't it Lillieth in your group you should remember her name" I cuddle deeper, smelling Emma's hair. and for the birthday how many are going to be there.
"You know Miss Perfect', it's not that easy! Besides she herself doesn't give a flyin' fuck" He laughed shutting the door. My eyes getting droopy, breaths heavy, as the clicking of his footsteps faded leaving me to my nightmares again.
_Harry
When I reached back house, the crowd's almost silent, very few fuckheads are left, Luke, John including Jodi, are sitting in a group talking instinctively.
"Where's Ashley?" How stupid my question is, everyone knows she will be snoring after being fucked. No one answered just shrugged, giving me the look which I expected.
"Don't tell me that Emma was lying about Stella" Jodi growled beside me as I sneak my arm on her shoulder. everyone snicker knowing who's she talking about. Jodi is Judgmental type who none likes. she is likeable slightly. but I'm sure as hell Jodi don't like Stella bit, she is jealous of her, she's always when any other girls seeks more attention than her. Despite the fact that girl can make anyone go crazy. Hell she's a sight for sore eyes. I know I need to be away from her in any case but she's making it damn difficult.
"I think so no one wants to, can you see her outfit, she was looking so fat than usual" Jodi says and peeper kisses to my neck with her painted lips and I shrugged her away harshly, she don't know a shit about her, anyone can easily drool over her curves, those thick thighs and blue eyes, don't give a shit about any other guy but I can fuck her over and over again. Her curious eyes makes me wanna swim in them, she have pure kindness in her and they'll are taking advantage from it.
"Your'e fucking obnoxious" I groan rubbing my head, she irritates me even she's not around, Jodi again came close and I move before she touches me. pretending I didn't realized her presence.
"She is hot though" Luke added and my blood boiled in my veins, why the fuck I'm feeling this way. She's no one to me yet I'm caring about her this much.
Has everyone not know how hot Stella is by now, but I don't want people to look at her that filthy way. I'll snatch every eye looking at her like that.
"Hot? she's not" I lied so they would stop talking about her womanising the innocent soul. I know her beautiful breast waters my mouth, my hands gripping her hair violently making her scream my name, my hallucinations of her mouth wrapped around me took to edge and Jodi was proud of her job which she hasn't even done, yeah she gave an amazing blowjob but Stella's only thought made me come in my pants.
"She's definitely hot dude" Luke grins. attempting to make everyone laugh, I clenched my fists by my sides glaring him. If he'll not stop I'd have to make him shut the fuck up.
"Everyone know she's a total prude. Obviously. I mean she's an art hippie gross. Ew...ew?" Jodi again mocks Stella and practically flipped her aside, "swear. can ye' shut the fuck up for fuckin' once else I'll have to no kidding" she raised her arms surrendering.
"What if she likes to be like that" Luke laughed and I glared him snapping my jaw tight, trying to be as away from Jodi. I'm so done with her. Fuck. Wanna hit someone at the moment.
Ashley came out from the room after an hour of our sitting there bickering and me trying to be away from Jodi's lust. She growled as the sunlight hit her eyes making her blind, may god one day.
"Ashley you know what these boys are-" luke pulled her back, and she yelped at his harsh grip I was about to jump and cut his balls but she herself snapped, deep throating's making her tongue long, which needs to be tied but she got raised in my company after affects I guess.
"I don't fuckin' know anything, Harry come with me" she ordered like a queen which she's not, throwing her car keys to me and I catched them with bored expression.
"You are an asshole, I'm not coming to buy your shit with you, wasting m'time" I groan standing but still following her, the actual fuck's that she's my fucking bestfriend.
"Cry my baby princess " she poked her tongue as she turns to me, running.
"My time's precious and you are granted only an hour from it, like it or not" I warned her with an arc of my brow taking the car to life, the aroma of her car making me dizzy in a bad way, I fear I will puke on her expensive seats one day, making it smell shitty than they already's.
"Go, buy your shit I'll be waiting, don't come on time and I'll leave. Got it." I warn. Roaming around the parking lot to find some vacant place.
"Harry, come with me. Help me to select there are varieties, though we both can't choose between good and evil but doing them with dresses won't hurt." She muttered disheartened finding her credit cards, placing them in separate sections. Her last sentence hit me, telling me it's truth.
"You need not to be this inconvenient everytime, Ashley." I growl. She fucking took me here and now want me to go in there, where my nostrils burn with those feminine perfumes, the one same in the car I'm currently fussing. Someone fuck me. Thoughts of Stella's petal like lips, pink cheeks and beautiful eyes are already engaging me. Never knew a girl would irritate me this much for not presenting two feet away from her.
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