You stood at the bar, your bottom lip stuck in between your teeth as you watched him dance. He held his drink up in the air and swiveled his hips around in a figure 8, laughing as he did so. Even though you knew he was goofing off with his friends, that simple move cause every hair on your body to stand up. He wasn't even dancing with another girl...yet somehow you felt jealous.
'Is it possible to be jealous of the air surrounding someone??', you thought to yourself before taking another sip of your vodka cranberry. You looked down at your gold dress and suddenly felt insecure.
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You walked into the room, dripping in gold, and somehow still did not manage to gain the attention of the one man who you craved. It seemed that every other set of eyes in the Amber Lounge that evening were focused on you, with the exception of those chocolate brown orbs.
"I would love to buy you a drink" someone said. You turned your head to see a man standing there with a wide Cheshire cat smile and a single eyebrow raised. "You have to be the most beautiful woman in this club tonight" He followed and you internally rolled your eyes.
"No thank you. I am all set here" You replied as nice as you could and turned your back on the gentleman, fixating your eyes around the crowd until you found the object of your affections once again.
His head was back as he belly laughed at something Felipe had said and you felt a pang in your gut. You wanted to be the reason he was so happy. You wanted him to laugh at your jokes that way. But alas, he never noticed you. You had worked for Red bull Racing for 3 years and the two of you had exchanged maybe 5 sentences over that time. If only he knew that he had been the spark behind every single one of your self manipulated orgasms for those 3 years.
You bit your lip back in between your teeth, letting out a soft groan, thinking of how it would feel to have those gorgeous eyes boring into yours as he worked himself in and out of you at a painfully slow pace. At least that is what you imagined in your fantasies. Deep in the back of your mind, you imagined he would torture you first...moving slow to let you feel every single inch.
You rolled your eyes at yourself, suddenly annoyed at your stupid girl brain and you downed the rest of your drink. You turned back to the bar and in attempt to get the attention of the bar tender you placed your chest over the bar, pushing your cleavage forward and put a wide smile on your face.
"You look nice tonight, Y/N" you heard next to you and you didn't even have to look to know...Daniel. To be honest, you were a bit surprised he even remembered your name.
You turned your head to look at him and couldn't stop the blush that graced your face if you wanted too. He was smiling wide and was actively looking you over from heels to hair. "I'm used to seeing you in jeans and a tshirt...this is definitely a nice change" He says before waving down the bartender.
"Thanks Dan...you don't look too bad yourself" You managed to squeak out. He nodded at you and placed a hand on your shoulder patting it gently. God...if anything could have felt more like a "just a friend" move...You sighed to yourself and had to fight to keep your head from falling forward.
"I'll have another mojito...and whatever the lady wants" Daniel said to the lady bartender and you perked up slightly. "Vodka Cranberry" You said and the bartender nodded before walking off to make the drinks.
"Those won't work on a chick" He says motioning to your chest which is still pushed up and out. You moved backwards and adjusted your posture giggling softly. "Yeah well...That is just my luck tonight, it seems."
"Not one guy in this bar minded...trust me" He says with a wide smile and hands you your drink as the bartender places it down. Your mind started racing one hundred miles a minute and the hope if your brain raised to astronomical heights. 'No way...If he liked me the same way...I would have known...he is pretty outgoing he would have said something'
"In fact...I am pretty surprised you aren't drowning in blokes this evening." He said looking around with a hand above his eyes like he was scouting for potentials with a wide goofy smile on his face.
"Yeah well...no one has seemed to meet the mark" You said shrugging and taking a long sip of your drink forcing out a laugh.
"You need a wingman...let me know" He says with a chuckle before patting your bare shoulder and motioning back over to the table surrounded by Formula 1 drivers and crew. "I'll see you later on, yeah?" He asked and you nodded with a weak close lipped smile, raising your drink to him. He raised his back and clinked the glasses together before walking back.
You completely deflated the second he walked away and turned back to the bar coming face to face with another patron of the Amber Lounge.
"Hello there gorgeous lady...I would love to buy you a drink this evening" The stranger said and you didn't even try to hold back the eye roll this time. You completely ignored him and turned back to the crowd. Your eyes immediately found him standing there with his drink, taking a selfie with a girl who you can only assume is there because of the paychecks he receives...not for his actually personality.
'Why can't you want me like the other boys do? They stare at me while I stare at you'
You pushed yourself off the bar and started towards the exit, leaving your half full drink on one of the free standing tables around the dance floor.
Daniel watched you as you walked towards the doors to leave and sighed softly. 'Keep it together man...She is way out of your league' He thought to himself as you opened the door. He watched you turn around one last time and caught his eye. He smiled softly and his mouth became dry instantly. 'You were, without a doubt, the most beautiful woman in this club tonight, but you just didn't see him the same way he saw you.' Daniel thought to himself.
You stopped for a brief moment, keeping your eyes on his, not caring at that point if you seemed a little strange for staring. 'It's true, I crave you' You thought as you walked through the doors into the night air.
'It's true, I crave You' He thought as he watched you disappear through the doors and you took a second to collect yourself before turning back to the group, letting the self defeat wash over him once again.
