I stared into the unknown.
What will it be like? The cold, darkness, covering me. Is it protection? Or pain.
The real question lies below me.
47 stories below me.
I take a step forward. Then back. Then forward again, but then
Back.
Do I dare? Should I do it?
He did cause this pain. A pain I might have a small chance of escaping from.
He who used me. Abused me.
I was pushed, shoved, tossed around like a rag doll. No respect. None.
I just want the pain to go away. Vanish into thin air. Far far far.
I just hate living. I want to be in heaven. With her.
Ahhh. Her. The soft gentle soul I have been yearning for since it left.
I really want to see her. But what if there is something here that is better?
Maybe I should find out.
Or maybe I should jump.
Jump off of the tallest building in Serinity Oklahoma.
The real question lies below me.
47 stories below me.
