Seventeen - Al1 2017

Habit

You keep meeting somebody
And laugh out loud
But nothing changes

When I think of you
Laughing somewhere
I feel like I'm losing
I feel like an idiot

I rather wish that you were having a rougher time
I want you to think of me because it's hard
I want to be okay too

I feel my lips dry
The lips that used to call you so much
I realized then, like a habitual saying
That I desperately looked for you as I called for you
I want to embrace you like I did then
And tell you that I want to smile

When I close my eyes and count one and two
Before I know it, I'm asleep and
I look for you in my dream unknowingly
I think it's a lie that I want to forget you

No
Maybe it's become a habit instead
I think I want to forget
Your name that I'm calling again even now

I rather wish that you were having a rougher time
I want you to think of me because it's hard
I want to be okay too

I feel my lips dry
The lips that used to call you so much
I realized then, like a habitual saying
That I desperately looked for you as I called for you
I want to embrace you like I did then
And tell you that I want to smile

I want to tell you that I want to see you
Now that you're gone
The habit
Of calling you
I live, unable to erase it
Because of you

I feel my lips dry
The lips that used to call you so much
I realized then, like a habitual saying
That I desperately looked for you as I called for you
I want to embrace you like I did then
And tell you that I want to smile