I miss you... ( All I want is You prt 2 )

I can't!

Lena's POV  She was my lover...the only one that made me happy!   Its been 3 years before she died!  I still don't understand!  Why would anyone do something like that! I loved her!  More than I loved myself!  I now always dream about her!  She's the only one...The only one I love!  I don't care about anything or anyone else!  I just want her...to come back!   To me!  We would live the happiest life!  I would never let anything bad happen to her! I wouldn't break her heart! I know that..she's still with me...but..I just..can't do this anymore!  I miss her!  So much!  I love her!  I wish she'll just...come back!  Lena: I miss you Lisa..I said while looking at the dark sky...tears fell down while I slowly walk to my bed...Nick, Jared and Denis...got arrested and now I'm back home...I can't live on earth if the love of my life...isn't with me!  I want to be with her!  She told me...that..we'll live forever...I believed her...and now...she's gone!  I want her! I need her!  I just want to..stay with her...I-I want to die!   I can't live without her..I want her in my arms...I know she wants me to forget her...but how?  I mean..I love her too much to even stop thinking about her!  She's the love of my life! She's the reason I wake up in the morning! She's the reason I smile everyday! The only reason I'm happy!   And now she's gone!  And she'll never come back!  I know she wants me to be happy and move on...but I can't and she knows that...If only I didn't break her heart...If only I didn't ignore her!  If only I didn't play her! Everything would be...normal...I could've died instead of her!  Lisa...please...come back! 😔