Game of survival

Chapter I

It was midnight. All I could hear was the calm and relaxing rain from outside. Summer nights are my favourite since I was 4 and my dad was always trying to calm me down if I was scared of the dark. And here I am. Alone in my own appartment in London. It is not difficult for me and nothing is bothering me , because you get used to all this noise and weather after living 7 months in the same building , you see the same people everyday , you normally do the same things almost everyday. I miss my parents. I don't know if they do miss me too. Or even if they will ever want to see me again. After being in jail 5 weeks , I don't think they really do have any reason to love me. They do not believe in this family stuff...you know , how teachers teach that you must love your family and everyone close to you because...you just have to. They think that these are just biological promises which actually are not real. We don't think like that inside our souls. We are just keeping forced promises. I have no idea why they are like this , but I know one thing : they wouldn't risk their lives for someone else as I did. Remember 5 weeks in jail? Yeah, I did risk my life  that time. But life is unfair and always where there is good, some bad must appear too. My partner actually cheated behind me. She made up a story which has been believed by the cops. They believed her. Not me. But what is the most unfair? That I did not even have the right to speak. Or to explain what really happened there. I wanted after this , as you imagine, to stab that little...But I did not. Even tho, my revenge will come one time.
5 hours later
I suddenly woke up all sweaty and messy. I was breathing heavily. Not again. A nightmare. These things do not even scare me. But the fear of something  like that happening in reality ,does. I must not believe in dreams and stuff which will probably scare me more than I already am.
I tried to get up and make my way to the bathroom. As my small feet touched the cold gentle floor , I started walking towards the place I needed to go to. Once I entered the bathroom , I saw myself in the mirror. I could see the same expression and look that I had all the time : long brown hair,  , small but cute nose , a pair of tired and big green eyes...at least this is how my best friend would describe me. Those eyes still , hide a long story which has never been told and which is known only by their owner : me. I went back to my bedroom and sat on the old black chair , that I used to sit on ,when I was still living with my parents. I am tired but I cannot sleep. I do not have insomnia , I am perfectly fine. I have got two emails from my job . I opened them and began reading :
Dear Abigail Smith,

Your working hours are canceled for today and tomorrow so you don't have to mind going to work. You'll continue on Thursday. Hope you have a nice day.

                                    Regards,Mr.Bill.

After I finished reading , I closed my laptop and let out a sigh. It was a happy sigh. I did need a break because I was just too tired and I needed time to spend with my squad as well. Oh , and maybe you are wondering , why am I working at 17 years old? Well I am on my own and I need money for the college so this is the place which kind of saved me.  I went to my bed and texted Rose.

,,Meet me today at 5:30 p.m in front of the old shop. I am free btw. "

Then I texted my other best friend , Taehyung. Taehyung was a nice guy. A guy with who ,if you , just for example , if you were in the same bus as him and began talking , you would probably miss your stop and the time would fly away as a bird too. With him around , no one could ever get bored. 

,,Please meet me at the old shop today at 5:30 p.m . There will be the whole squad. Everyone comes."

Then I just put my phone back on my desk to charge and tried to fall asleep again since I am free today.

Okayyy...so...this is the first chapter. I know boring, but still...hope u enjoyed and yeah...btw I am new to this so...  :)) byee!♡