Awake

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(Mine)
I lay awake, as the clock hits 4:00 am, thinking and thinking!
Driving myself insane.
Not knowing what to do anymore, feeling lost and alone, not knowing who I am. I feel like my brain wants to think about everything Ive ever did wrong , or regretted letting me know that I will never be good enough or never amount to anything, that I'm a lazy piece of shit, and good for nothing.
I'm sorry, I'm not the best daughter.
I'm sorry I'm not the best sister. I'm sorry I burden you with my presence.

I lay awake, as the clock hits 4:00am............. waiting for the war to defeat me...

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