Mute Abused Beauty

6. Where Am I? Part 2

11 years. 11 fucking years! And I get out for not even a whole day! And I just had to fucking pass out. I know I'm back at the cabin. I'm awake but I'm not opening my eyes. I can't open my eyes. I can't bare to look at my little cell again.

I escaped my nightmare only to be put back into it.

Why couldn't I have just kept running. Why did I have to be stupid and stop. If I wouldn't have stopped then I wouldn't have passed out.

Wait.... Am I on a bed? If so that means that I'm not at the cabin. I never got a bed there. Also I dont feel chains on my wrists and ankles...

Where am I?

I open my eyes only to close them again due to the brightness. I turn my head to the side and groan because of the sudden jolt of pain the shot through my neck. I open my eyes again this time met with a sleeping figure on a small couch across the room.

Beep..... Beep...... Beep......

I turn my head and see a heart monitor connected to an IV needle in my arm. Why did I just now notice this? I need to get out of here. I look around an see a window. maybe if I can get up and out quietly then the boy wont wake up.

First things first... This IV. maybe I can figure out how to turn the machine off because then when I take the needle out and this thing on my finger off then it won't make any noise.

I slowly sit up careful not to make a sound to wake the boy across the room. I swing my legs over the bed and pull the little cart over in front of me.

I see all different buttons not knowing what any of them meant. I couldn't figure out how to shut this thing off. cursing in my head I just go for it. I peal the tape off my arm and slowly and painfully pull the long skinny needle out of my vein.

The monitor didn't make any noises so I know for sure that the thing on my finger will.

Fuck. I dont want to wake him up because he will stop me. I look over to him. sitting there with his eyes closed. he had bags under them and dark circles like this is the first time he's slept in a few days.

The way his hair fell across his face and eyes. How long his eyelashes are. how his head was tilted just right so the morning sun made his face glow. I didnt want to look away.

God what's wrong with me. he's taking me back to them. he doesnt give a fuck about me. this brought tears to my eyes. its the truth but its still hurts to know that no one could ever care about me.

I tear me eyes away from him and rip the thing off my finger which makes the monitor go crazy. I get up and surprisingly my legs aren't weak at all and I make a run for the window.

I'm half way there when the boy jolts awake and stands up. "Hey, its okay you're safe, nothings gunna hurt you. You need to rest. You dont need to run anymore". he sounded sincere but I couldn't believe him. he's trying to trick me. he's trying to break me. he will take me back.

I start to panic. My heart rate increasing, my hands getting sweaty. I take small steps back suddenly not trusting my balance to take larger ones. My breathing is no Longer calm and steady. the only thing I can think about is him takeing me back. I can't go back to that place. I just got away.

Tears start to blur my vision. "hey, hey, hey, its okay. you're safe now. Try to calm down. take deep breaths" god his voice was so amazing. "My name is Justin. I'm the Alfa of the Shadow Moon Pack. you're safe with me. I won't hurt you."

He's an Alfa. fuck. this makes me panic more. I back myself into a corner and slide down the wall while the tears escape and roll down my cheeks.

A doctor and three nurses burst into the room making me jump and put my head down and arms over my head for protection. they're gunna be mad that I took the IV out. they're gunna beat me. its my punishment. or worse.

After a few minutes of nothing happening I lift my head to see the nurses taking the IV and stuff to the opposite corner and the doctor taking Justin to the doorway to talk with him. One of the nurses walks over slowly and crouches in front of me a few feet away.

"Hi" she waves. " are you def? Is that why you dont talk?" She's also using sign language while she's talking. I shake my head no. "okay. I'm Lizzy or people also call me Liz. can I check out your leg. I know its probably healed over the couple days you've been asleep but I just want to make sure."

I slowly shake my head yes and lay out my leg that got injured. She lifts up the gown a bit to expose the scar running down my leg. I look away tears bluring my vision again. Lizzy pulls the gown back down and smiles at me. she says "it seems to have healed nicely while you were sleeping. this also means that you're wolf is healthy and strong enough to heal you when needed. so that is all a good sign." and once again she smiles at me.

With her I feel safe. I smiled back. the first smile in 11 years. her smile got even wider but after a few seconds it faded a little bit but returned just as quick. "do you want to take a shower or anything?"

I shake my head yes and slowly stand up. I look over and see the doctor leading Justin out of the room. I dont know why but all I want right now is to be alone and to shower.

We get into the bathroom and I look around. toilet to the left, sink on the right with a huge counter and mirror that I avoid looking into. a cabinet in the back left corner, and then a shower in the middle against the wall.

Lizzy is over at the cabinet and she pulls out a couple towels and walks over and sets them on the counter to the right of the sink.

"I'll be right back hun with some clothes hang on just a sec" and with that I'm left in the bathroom waiting for clothes so I can shower.

And just like that Lizzy is back and sets neetly folded clothes next to the towels.

"I'm pretty sure they'll fit but if they dont let me know okay?" I just shake my head in response. And with that she left and I'm alone again. 

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Soooooo sorry about not updating. I've had a rough life for the past few weeks. I'm trying tho.