Friends; Ethan Dolan

5

Kendall

"Do you have a condom?" Jayden, a guy from our rival school, asked me.
I paused, this was just a make-out.

I was not ready to have sex with someone else.
"Uh, no. We don't need one" I answered, slurring my words. The room spun as Jayden towered over me.

"Oh you're on the pill?" He asked, smiling.
I shook my head, confused to what was happening.

No.
"No. We're not having sex" I answered as firmly as I could.
I was wrecked.
"Boring" he said, rolling his eyes before he unlocked the door.
He stepped out of it and walked away.

I sunk on to the bed I knew all too well.
Jack's bed.
I let one tear fall, and then more, and more.

How could I let this happen?
Was I not enough?
Did I not put out as good as her?
Who the fuck knows dude.

I laughed evilly,
showing no emotion at all.

It's not as if anyone cared.

I needed Ethan.
He sure as fuck cared.

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- h X