#Awkward

Chapter 2:

*Claire's P.O.V*

I looked at my watch, it was 11 o'clock. I then saw my mum's bracelets, they are one of the few things I still have of her. I love them. Her mum got them for her when she was younger that's what my father told me anyway.

I went into the kitchen and put the mug into the sink and headed upstairs I put some PJs on and went to bed; I fell asleep straight away.

"Stop reading that stupid book" Nathan shouted at me while ripping the book out my hands "Nathan give it back please" I begged trying to reach for it but he has always been taller than me "No, its not healthy for a girl to read!" He said opening the book, it was already falling apart because my dad had got it when I was only young it was my favourite book Beauty and the Beast, it shown that love was everywhere. "Please Nathan don't" I begged trying to get it but he pushed me, I fell onto the floor and banged my arm on a table, while he ripped pages out the book. "Nathan" I said quietly barely a whisper, tears started to run down my face.

I woke up tears down my face 'It was just a dream' I kept telling myself but I knew it had happened. I looked at my watch it was 3 in the morning, I didn't feel that tired so I just looked at my bracelets for a bit "I wish I could have met you mum" I whispered looking up "I wish you could hear me and you too dad" I looked down again "And I wish I could see you again Meg meg, I know you hated that name but I really miss you and I want to know if you are ok and didn't go through the shit I did, I know I'm younger then you and you should be looking after me but still I really want you back all of you even Nathan I miss the old him" I sat up and crossed my legs and started to look down again. Another tear slipped out I try not to cry it make me feel weak.

I picked up my phone off the bed side table and rang Jenna, she didn't pick up. Well durr it is really early in the morning, I am so stupid at times. I lied back down and tried to get back to sleep, My phone went off I looked at the caller ID it was Jenna.

"Hiya claire, whatsup?" She asked I could picture her right now hair all over the place, make-up all over her face.

"Erm, I had another nightmare Jen" I said thinking about it again.

"What was this one about babe?" She asked I sighed.

"It was when Nathan ripped up my Beauty and the Beast book" Another tear fell out, third one today fucking hell! Come on Claire.

"He's not going to hurt you anymore I promise Claire, just think of happy things" I smiled at the memory of Harry, gosh why am I smiling about some boy I never really smile.

"Erm yea Jen talking about happy things, guess who took me home after school?"

"Oh no, don't even tell me that horrible dan guy from maths who eats his own boogies wasn't it?" She shouted down the phone and started to laugh.

"Ew no!" I shouted back "It was Harry Styles. The Harry Styles, Jen" I could see her face her eyes would have popped out and her mouth on the floor. "Jen, pick your mouth off the floor!" I shouted down the phone.

"You're lying to me!" Jenna shouted.

"No Jenna I'm not lying, I bumped into him and then he helped me pick my stuff up then I walked to the bus stop and I thought about, the first time Nathan came home drunk because he had called me love, then somebody wiped a tear away, it was Harry and he offered to ride me home so I took it, but the whole way there I just stared at his arm then I just walked into my house" I explained to Jenna.

"Details! I need details!" She shouted down the phone, gasping for air.

"Well nothing really happened" I said, she just gasped again.

"OMG serious? No lie?"

"No lie"

"Promise?"

"Promise"

"Oh that's not as interesting, I'm going sleep now I need all the beauty sleep I can get" She told me.

"I'm going sleep too I need energy, I'm already gorgeous" I sarcastically added.

"Yea and that's why I need my beauty sleep so I can be as gorgeous as you" she said and hung up, knowing that I was going to say something back. I put my phone down on the bed side table. And thought of everything Styles.

I got up later then I should have so I quickly had a shower and put on some black leggings, a white jumper and some black boots. I don't really put make-up on so I just did my hair in a messy bun. I walked downstairs and into the kitchen to get something to eat a car horn beeped, scaring me a bit it was probably next they always make so much noise then the door bell went I walked towards the door to see Harry. "Erm hey, not to be rude but why are you here?" I asked him

"Well since yesterday you had to catch the bus I thought I could drive you to school this morning, the buses are always so crowded" It was sweet but I know If this happened more often then I would have to let him inside my world and he would have to know things about me.

"Why Harry? Nobody has really cared about me before so why should they now?" His face went from happy to emotionless.

*Harry's P.O.V*

"Why Harry? Nobody has really cared about me before so why should they now?" My heart dropped, just dropped. I don't know why, I hardly know her but the fact that she said I know I won't be able to know her either.

"Why Claire? Why has nobody really care about you before?" I asked her not knowing what the answer will be.

"Because I didn't want anybody to care! Why do you think I'm the invisible girl in that school, for fuck sake now leave me alone" She shouted in my face before slamming the door. Well that was...

Awkward.

Any girl would have screamed in my face if I turned up on their door step and asked them if they wanted a ride but I could tell she was different from when I saw her at the bus stop with a tear down her face. And I plan to find out what is different about this girl. I want her so badly, I'm almost craving for her. I walked back to my car and went to meet the boys and Ashleigh at Zayn's house. Why does she always have to be around? I've slept with her but it doesn't mean she has to hang round all the time. Her voice goes through me I can't stand it. I got there and they was all in the front room I walked in and went into the front room.

"Hey Baby" Ashleigh said walking over to me first wrapping her arms around my neck. I hugged her back and rolled my eyes to the boys. They know I can't stand her I don't know why they don't tell her to fuck off. "Where was you baby?" She asked letting go of the hug and kissing my neck several times.

"Just to see a friend" I tell her walking closer to everybody else. She let go and followed me.

"So who was this friend?" Liam asked winking at me as I sit down next to him.

"Just a girl" I tell them, Ashleigh sat on my knee and wrapped her arms around my neck again.

"She means nothing though" Ashleigh butted in.

"No girl means nothing, you already know that Ashleigh" I remind her. She got off me and stood there awkwardly.

"So will you be using the Styles trick then?" Niall asked me, I shook my head.

"No she's different and I don't think she interested in sex" I tell them.

"That's a good thing" Ashleigh said, Niall just gave her a look and she walked out the house.

"What the fuck was that?" I asked staring at Ashleigh through the window.

"Nothing" The boys chorused. I ignored it and we got up and went into our cars. Ashleigh was leaning on mine waiting for me.

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There's a picture of her mothers bracelets on the side...

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