Seven Deadly Sins

-8-

Jungkooks POV

What is up with all the talking? Of course, they saved me once again. Can't they see I would be happier if I died? Wait, I heard Amber's name, what's Taehyung and Jimin talking about?

"When we were at the waiting room Amber fainted in my arms, I asked the doctors to help her but they said she was fine and she was just stressed. So SeokJin took her home for us..." Taehyung said.

"Well it's good that she's okay. Anyways, why would Jungkook cause all of this?? I mean yeah he's been depressed for years now but never to this extent." Jimin said sounding frustrated.

Is Amber fainting my fault? I know she's stressed but I didn't know it was that bad. What have a I done? I just wanted to get out of this world and be happy. But all I've been doing is hurting the ones around me. Amber, please stop worrying about me. I love you, but you'd be better off without me, right?

"Aish.." I cursed under my breath not realizing they might hear me.

"Jungkook! You're awake!" Taehyung said. I could tell he came running next to me but I still had my eyes closed.

"Unfortunately.. Where's everyone?" I asked trying not to discuss the reason why I'm in here. "Honestly, Namjoon hyung should have left me there." Shit, did I say that out loud?

"Yah! What the fuck were you thinking?! Amber is hella stressed because of your stupid ass depression!" Jimin yelled.

My eyes widen but quickly closed them. "She shouldn't, we barely know each other anymore. After the accident she doesn't know us the way she did. Shit changed, we aren't close anymore. So therefore she should stop worrying about me." Lies, all I said was lies. I know how close she is to us, after she found out about us she became the way she was instantly.

"SERIOUSLY WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU SAYING JUNGKOOK?! HOW DARE YOU SAY THAT ABOUT HER?! JUST BECAUSE SHE DOESN'T LOVE YOU BACK DOESN'T MEAN YOU CAN THINK THAT WAY!" Jimin yelled again as Taehyung tried calming him down.

"Notice how Taehyung isn't saying anything because Amber loves him. He didn't even fall for her first, that was me! He thought she was annoying and yet she wanted him because he this aura of a bad boy! I was there for her and loved her but she never wanted me!" Fuck, what am I saying?! I've always been supportive of her loving him, is this partly why I've been depressed?

"Y-yah.... Jungkook please don't say those things...." Taehyung said at the edge of crying. "Come on Jungkook don't say that."

My heart sank seeing one of my best friends like this. "I was just mad, don't believe it. I just.. Ugh, I'm jealous and I wanted to be the one for her. But I know how much she loves you and you love her. So take care of her for me."

"ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?! ALL THIS DRAMA BECAUSE OF AMBER?!" Jimin yelled again.

"YOU LOVE HER TOO WHY ARE YOU OKAY WITH HER AND TAEHYUNG BEING TOGETHER?!" I covered my mouth quickly wishing I could take back what I said.

"Mianhe, I guess I'm the problem huh?" Taehyung said as he was crying. "I-I'm sorry I didn't take in consideration your feelings Jungkook. I'm sorry I took her all to myself. I'm sorry I'm jealous. I'm sorry I even exist" Taehyung said as he smiled and looked down. "You want her right? T-take her then..... I-I know she's not a toy to be passed around with b-but one of you will make her happy right?"

I grabbed him by the collar and brought him closer to my face. "Yah! She loves you with all her heart and you are okay with just giving her up?! The amount of times she's told me how much you make her heart flutter you would freak out. I swear to god if you ever let her go as simple as that I will never forgive you! She wants your love, none of us. She looks at us as her best friends, and that's all we will ever be. Kim Taehyung, MAN UP!" I yelled with a growl.