CONNECTION WITHOUT LOVE

Meeting With Dreams

I believed on one thing that God has created a person for everyone in this world. Who wants to love and cares you and who wants to live in your heart for all life. Indeed, God has placed a girl, a person, for me who is my life, and for her I am here in this world. And, she is here for me.

As I was waiting for her to meet, she was waiting for me too. My all parts of body are created for her. My eyes are created to see her. My ears are created to hear her voice. My heart is created to beat for her. My breath is created to strike with her breath, and I am born to shelter her from sorrows and to give her happiness. So, I was waiting for her.

As we come in front of each other, our every part of body will fall in love at that moment, and their yearning will be more increased. I hoped she would near to me, and her heart beats were finding me also. I didn't know when I would meet her.

I worked in an office and was living my life lonely. My all goals, targets and works of life were completed. Now, I wanted just one thing in my life and it is true love, care from someone. I wanted a hand which touches my body and finishes its wounds.

I knew that I would get this last thing before death because God has created her to complete my last life best thing, and I am created to complete hers.

On Sunday, I used to go different places of city to find her. I wandered in the city as a bird wanders in the sky to find its food.

I usually prayed from God, "Oh! My Lord, you have given me everything which I wanted from my life. My God! Now give me last relaxant, love, in my life. My every body part is waiting for her to complete their last wish. Oh God! I want someone who participates in my happiness. Who holds my hand and walks with me. Oh my God! I want someone who hugs me; whenever, I feel fear. Oh my God! I want someone who can feel my heart beats which are beating for her. Oh my God! I want someone who can feel my love. And, if you have not created that person for me, depart my soul from body because now I don't need anything. Oh my Lord! Just bring me up from this world. And, if you have created for me that person, make her to meet me soon because I want to live my rest of life with lovely and precious moments."

On the Sunday, I woke up early in the morning. As I awoke, I heard the thundering clouds. I got up and drew the curtain from window. I saw the crowd of clouds in the sky, and in the winds, which were dancing, I could feel an aroma of her, and I could feel that she was near.

It was looking that they had brought a message for me from God that I was going to find her on that day. I felt happy because the God was with me. I started preparation for going. I put on black full coat, a brown shoes and a golden color watch. I stood in front of mirror for combing my golden hair. I also take an umbrella with me because it was raining outside. I went out from home and locked the entrance door.

I began to walk and with me the drops of rain were walking. I felt the happy winds of air, and I felt an aroma of her in the winds. I was happy because on that day the clouds, the rain drops and God with me to find her.

Firstly, I went to the little garden, which was near of my home. I used to sit there after that I went at other places to find her.

Now, the rain was stopped. I sat there on the bench, and closed the umbrella. Surrounding me, there were pleasant flowers. After raining, they were very happy with their family, and they were singing and dancing in the happy weather. To see them, my all body parts' yearning was increased for her. They all wanted someone who could love them in that lovely weather.

I was looking at the road, which was besides of the garden. The vehicles were passing continuously on that road.

In that moment, a beautiful, girl appeared at the other side of road. It was looking that she had came suddenly along with drops of rain, crowd of clouds and with the pleasant winds of air as God sent her.