Away

•Pain•

Had a pretty bad day and I just wanted to let the pain go. So I just wrote whatever came into my mind.

I want to let out all my pain

I want to stop these tears rolling down my cheeks

I wish someone would understand the pain I'm going through

It's like I'm just another game

I thought that I could tell you everything

But who knew you were just lying

Walking around all I see is pain

I'm tried of hiding from the fear

I want someone to hold me for a moment

To stop myself from cutting my vein

I feel shame when I look down my hands

But what can I do cause you made me this way

Silent crying is now my hobby

Because I don't spent a day without hurting

You broke me pretty bad

And i don't think you'll be able to fix this

All you can do is leave me alone

And just give me some space for move on

Walking down the road

I fear of seeing your face

Just let me go for once

Cause I'm nothing worth living

Sometimes I feel like I'm nothing

And you can't blame them

I wish the pain was physical

But all you gave me was emotional ones

And like you said, "I'm a curse and I'm worth dying"

So haunt me down

Cause this pain is more than I can bear

-L