No More Secrets

Lets Get This Clear, My Name Is Jessica Owens. Neither The Less I Grew Up In The Ghetto, Living Life In Poor Neighborhoods. Being Me Isn't All Peaches & Cream. My Life Went Bad Just A Few Years Back. Let Me Just Say I've Got Some New Addictions Over The Years. I've Done Mostly Anything You Could Think Of. No, I'm Not Proud Of What I've Done But Shit Its Just A Fun Lifestyle. When I Was Younger My Mom Had A Crack Addiction. I Never Met My Dad. I Always Imagined What My Dad Looked Like And When He Would Get Me So I Wouldn't Have To Struggle Anymore. My Step Dad Used To Beat My Mom & Make Her Snort Cocaine. She Used To Always Wear Make Up To Cover The Bruises But It Couldn't Cover The Pain. My Mom Was A Beautiful Women With Long Hair, Hazel Eyes, A Pretty Smile, And She Was Light Skin. I Loved Her But Even I Knew That Something Was Wrong With Her. She Is Slowly But Surely Changing. I Miss The Old Her The Loving Part Of Her. My Mom Was The Type Of Women Who Let Her Anger Out On Her Kids So She Would Beat Me And Tell Me She Loves Me Afterwards.When I Got In Middle School Everything Changed. One Day This Boy Told Me He Wanted To Give Me A Ride Home So I Let Him. The Next Thing I Know I'm In A Abandoned House,Naked On The Floor. Him And His Friend Raped Me But I Wouldn't Call It That Because I Liked It Alot. After That It Was Something Like A Threesome. They're Going Faster, More Faster, Then Harder. I Started Bleeding But They Kept Going. Me Screaming Louder & Moaning. I Wanted More So I Started Grinding And Riding Him While I Stuffed His Friends Dick Down My Throat. I Felt Something Hot Sliding Into My Mouth But I Could Not Stop He Started Pushing It Further In My Mouth. I Couldn't Even Walk Straight No More. Later When I Got Home My Mom Jumped To Attack Me, Then We Were Fighting.