the Boy

Monday

Monday May 1 2017.  The time was 7:30 am Skylar sat there head phone and a pen in his hand writing down lyrics. Ding ding. the school bell rang as nine hundred kids rushed through the doors.  Skylar sat up grabbed his bag and his note book. he looked up to see people still flooding through the doors. Skylar reached into his pocket and pulled out a little case, unzipped it and pulled out his head phones. plugged them in and turn his music to full blast to block out all sound. He walked head down as he moved down the hallway. being bumped into left and right. Skylar is not a people person as he continued down the hallway the hallway felt like it got longer every step. His speed became slower and slower every step. each step felt heavier as it hit the floor. the same words kept sliding around in his head. but he couldn't say anything he had to keep everything in. All he wanted was someone to talk to someone who cared."Will anyone care will anyone ever help?" he kept saying to himself. he continued down the hallway for about five to ten minutes. after a hand full of sings he had finally reached his locker. when he reached his locker it was blocked by a couple basically eating each others faces. Skylar grabbed the handle to his locker and pried it open but disturbing the couple. his hand had hit the girl in the Brest.  "what the fuck!" the jock yelled at him. "Sorry just grabbing my stuff." Skylar muttered. He continued back down the hallway to his class. It felt like the walk was ages when really it was just him. His sadness drowned him the depression drained his will to live. After the long journey he reached his first class. he raised his head to read the name tag on the door the tag read. Mr. Johnson's. Mr.Johnson was a tall nerdy old teacher who looked like a black Einstein. Skylar walked in set his binder on the desk bent his legs to sit down. Thud. he hit the ground like a sack of potatoes. his shoulders sunk back. he looked back to see Drake and Rider holding the chair. Skylar sat there for a minute. Drake reached out to help him up. Skylar grabbed his hand and Drake lifted him up. "thank you." skylar said to the 6'7 black haired quarterback. Drake pulled his hands to his chest and shot them forward, knocking skyler in the chest. His chest in caved then returned to normal as he flew back. Skylar laid there on the floor trying to get his breath back it felt like he was suffocating. the two teens stood there laughing. when skylar got his breath back he looked up and stared mumbling to him self. "Whats that creep?" asked Drake. "Don't worry about that fagot." said Rider. I walked in and saw Skylar pulling him self off the floor. I felt helpless. I haven't talked to Skylar scene Grade seven we are now in grade eleven I just hope he knows i care about him still. Skylar picked up his stuff and walked to the back of the room and pulled out his note book and continued writing lyrics.Ding. the bell rang as the rest of the class walked in. Skylar kept his head down. Skylar is a different type of kid but he looks just like and average everyday kid. He is 5'7 dirty blond hair where's a light grey beanie hat a white grey hoodie shirt that has a grey and black striped hood, he loves his jogger pants and black Adidas high tops and Blue eyes. If he played a sport or worked out he would be the hottest guy in grade 11. He is perfect but like everyone they have an issue or a secret. Skylar's is that he is very shy sometime over shy but there is something else that's bugging him and i don't know what. while I try to figure it out I look over to see Skyler his head was up and he was looking at the front for once which was very rear then i look in the direction he was looking and see why his head was up. He was looking at the prettiest girl in grade 11, Becka north. She is 5'6 dark brown hair brown eyes a beautiful smile and the perfect body. The only thing is Becka doesn't like anyone at Crest high. Skylar's head lowers back down as his face turns a a bright blood red. "OK class!" yelled out Mr.Johnson. The class started out very slow nobody paid attention. Mr. Johnson walked tot he front of the class room rested his hands on the front table, and scanned the room. his eyes locked on to Skylar I had to say something Skylar would be publicly humiliated because math is his worst subject. I open my mouth to tell him to pay attention so he wont get called on. I open my mouth the words bubble around and don't come out. Shit that's not going to work i tell myself. I'll answer the question i try to raise my hand but its not working my body is frozen I'll shout out the answer. I open my mouth, but the words roll back and i chock on them. "Cough cough." "Skylar. what is the answer to this equation?" Asked Mr. Johnson.  Skylar stared at him blankly. An eerie silence floated over the classroom as the sound of inhaling and exhaling echoed through. "I don't know the answer."Said Skylar everyone stared for a minute then the whispering stared. "OK Marshal do you the answer?" asked Mr. Johnson. I looked you at him studied the equation. "the answer is 80 over 40."  I answered hoping that my math was right. Mr. Johnson stared at me for a couple seconds. I bit my lip and looked down. "Very good Marshal." He replayed. I smiled. I looked over at Drake. He gets up and goes over and sits beside Skylar. "You OK?" Asked Drake. "I'm fine." "Well Can i tell you something it's something that most of the class has been thing and they think it will be a good idea for you and for everyone it will make all of us happy if you would do this one little thing for us." "What is it?" "The thing that will make everyone happy is if you would just kill yourself." Skylar sat there taking in what he had just heard. then grabbed his stuff and walked out of the room. I don't know what Drake said but I feel bad for Skylar I haven't talked to him in forever , and for some reason he's on my mind. as the time ticked by I look at my watch the time says 10:03. the bell goes in one minute. ding ding. the entire class grabbed there stuff and walked out. Marshal looks over and sees Skylar sitting there head down music blasting pen in note book. He looks up and sees me. I kept a straight face and continued down the hallway. Even though the day has been shit it is going to take a turn that will flip everything for everyone. As people continued to flood out of the classroom Skylar raises his head to see Becka and her friends exiting. Skylar drops his head, but Becka has a secret that only her closest friend knows. Becka has a crush on Skylar but has been to scared to say anything. "Beck Just go talk to him Whats the worst thing that could happen." said Rachel. Becka bites her lip and stars at Rachel. "Fine." she reply's . She handed her stuff to her friend and walks over and sits down beside Skylar. "Hey"  she says. "Hey...." "Sorry I know this is super random but will you take me to the end of the year prom?"She asks. "Skylar is shocked he's speechless. "Yes." He says and turns red. "I get it if you don't want to im really ugly." "No your not. OK i have something to admit to." he says. "OK?" "Becka I have had a crush on you scene junior high, and i was wondering would you like to date me?" He asks. His heart beat picks up and starts going faster and faster every second. "Skylar Oslo I will date you." Skylar's heart drops and then jumps out of his  chest. "What are you always writing down?" "Lyrics for a song that im working on." "You will have to preform for me sometime. The couple stand up and walk down the hallway towards the gym. Becka walks closer towards skylar she reaches over and grabs his hand and rests her head on his shoulder. "I wonder why people are so fucked here?" Said Skylar. "TO be honest i think that there jealous of you." "Why would they be im just me." "Skylar you are actually really hot." He gave a smile and the two continued walking down the hallway. Everyone got changed and walked out. Mr. Brown came out with two duffel bags and the bag of foot balls. "Shit." Skylar says to himself. "Today we are going to play foot ball. Everyone grab a helmet, ball and a partner. Skylar grabbed a foot ball and helmet, Becka and him were partners. Everyone lined up and tossed the foot balls back and forth for about 20 minutes. I looked over and saw Beck and Skylar, but so did Drake, Rider, and Roster. "What the fuck is she doing with that fag?" Roster says to Drake. "Marshal do you know?" Asked Drake. "Nah man." i said in return. Tweet!! "OK guys on this side girls this side."Said Coach Brown. "Son of a bitch." Skylar said quietly. Drake and Roster were team captains I was on Drakes team Skylar was on Roasters. Tweet the games stared. "UGH!!" Skylar yelled out but only he could hear it. He was getting frustrated cause Drake was targeting him and only him. Skylar took off his helmet and piny and walked inside. SLAM. the change room door slammed shut. Bang bang bang. "FUCK!" Yelled out Skylar. "Whoa there why are you spazzing out like a little bitch?!" Asked Drake. "Fuck you Drake. spit" "Bitch did you just spit at me?!" if there was one thing you need to know about Drake its that he has a very short temper. "Yea I did what are you going to do about it." Said Skylar. I shook my head and left. "What am i going to do about it well lets see." Boom. Skylar's head shot left the shot right as he fell on the floor. Thud thud thud. The four of them gang beat the shit out of skylar until he was half dead. Cough Cough. Skylar laid there in a puddle of his own blood. "Drake lets go." Said Roaster. Drake rolled Skylar over with his foot. Skylar laid there red and blue. "Stay down bitch!" Said Drake. Skylar rolled over to his stomach and pushed him self off the ground, and stared into Drakes eyes. "that girl your with how are you going to protect her huh?" "Leave her out of this Drake." "Or what? huh?" THUD. Drakes head shot right as specks of blood splattered against the wall. "oh Boy" Thud thud thud. The first punch hit Skylar right in the stomach and the other two in the face. Skylar's body fell as if it were a corps. His eyes rolled around in his eye sockets. Drake walked over to his bag and dug around. "Ah there it is." Click Clack. He pulled a black Beretta out of his bag and pointed it at Skylar. "I will fucking kill you." "Huh huh huh." Skylar's heart rate picked up. "Whoa whoa whoa Drake have you gone crazy!?!?" Said Dale. "Dude drop the fucking gun." Said Rider. "Fine." Whack. As he swung the gun smoking Skylar in the face. Ding ding. The class had ended and the sound of feet against the hard wood floor swallowed the bells ring. nobody walked into the change room. Skylar laid there for a bit then rolled to the bunch and pulled him self up He reached into his bag and grabbed his phone. He stared at the back of his case for a bit then he began to peel it off, and sitting on top of the phone was a razor blade. He slowly slid it off the phone and walked over to the sink. he pulled up his sleeve and stared at this forearm. "Uhh." He raised his head and stared in the mirror. "Shit!." he said as he looked in the sink and saw the blood. Floosh. the water pored in and washed it down the drain. He pulled his sleeve up and hit the top of the Fosset and the water stopped. Buzz buzz. he walked over to his phone and sees a text. Hurry up baby.. Im out side the change room. Skylar grabbed his stuff and rushed out. "Sorry." "Oh my god!!" what happened to your face!?!" "It's nothing." " Who did that to you?!" "Drakes Gang." "What the fuck! What happened to your arm!?" "Nothing there's nothing wrong with it." "Skylar i see the blood through your shirt." "Shit he said to himself."  "Let me see." She grabbed his hand and rolled up his sleeve. Her jaw dropped as her hand lifted to cover her mouth. "Skylar you need to tell me right now did you do that??" "....Yes..." "Why?!?" "Because I have for the past three years." Becka Grabbed his hand and pulled up his sleeves to see the his wrists were covered in scars and fresh cuts. "Skylar why did you do this?" "Because im not wanted and I don't know why im here still." "Baby Please don't say that I want you. Please never again." "I can't promise but as long as i have you i won't."she leaned in and rapped her arms around him as a tear fell and landed on his shoulder. "I love you Skylar." "I-I love you too." "OK lets get you to the school nurse then we will go for lunch." OK so like a little date." "yea." 

"Holy boy what did you do to your self?!" Asked Ms. Jadie. "Foot ball." Well Here some pain killers but other then that i can't do anything else." "Its OK thank you." Skylar grabbed the medication and walked into the hall. "There you are." Yes my luv. where do you want to go?" "Well i was thinking we could go out for the rest of the day? If that's OK with you?" "For sure." "We should go for lunch and a movie." "OK" The couple went to the nicest cafe and diner in Basin city. The two went on the perfect date. they shared a pizza and laughs the the movie they shared memories. when the theater got cold she would snuggle up close to him and he was there to keep her warm. Skylar barely watched the movie he couldn't keep his eye's off her. She looked up him there eyes locked on to each other. She leaned in his curse had been broken the cure of never finding love was now broken. "Hey baby.?" "Yes Skylar?" "Are you busy tonight?" "No MY parents are on vacation. do you want to spend the night?" "Yes if that's OK." "For sure." The two of them got into Becka's car and drove to her house. Click. the door Opened. Skylar sweeped her off her feet. "Wheres your room?" HE asked. she pointed up stairs. "OK up stairs it is. He carried her up the stairs and laid her on the bed. "Skylar I have a question." "Yes anything baby." "DO you want to have sex with me? I know we just met but I don't care i love you that much already." "Yes I don't have anything tho." "That's OK I have one."She said as she tossed him a condom. he grabbed his shirt and pulled it off. "Holy shit hottie."She said. as she stared at him. he looked buit but when he was shirtless he was ripped. she leaned back and lifted one hand and undid her bra. He slowly walked to her. "Are you sure you want this?" Asked Skylar. "Skylar Anderson I want this. I want you" "OK." "So shut up and get over here." Becka said with a smile. She rolled to the far end of the bed. Skylar crawled over until he was on top or her. She raised her hand and laid it against his cheek. He leaned in and the making out began, but it quickly escalated to something more. Creek creek thud. "Ahhh."