Just Love's Illusion {Septiplier} Book 1(ON HOLD)

An Introduction

Hello! I'm KizzyBledge, or you can call me Cade! This series will be known as the 'Just Love's Illusion series.' (Just to let you know!) I'm planning on this book being quite long, so settle in and grab a snack!  The different chapters will be numbered, instead of me having to come up with some 'unique' chapter title every time. (example: ~1.) This is going to be a septiplier story, so if you don't agree with septiplier, you can either, A. Keep going and keep your mouth closed, or B. Just leave. Please don't hate on this, it's just a little book. This book alternates between Jack's POV, and Mark's POV. WARNING: Foul language, suicide, self harm, depressing thoughts, the feels man, the feels. The covers for the rest of my books will now be made with Canva. (Go check them out!) Anyway, on with the backstory. 

~Jack's POV 

Mark and I had been dating for a year and a half, before he broke it off. I knew it was going to happen anyway, because Mark had been growing distant from me. We were hardly even talking anymore. After we broke up, Mark moved back to L.A. (A/N: he was living in Jack's house.) I still love Mark, and I always will. I haven't talked, nor have I seen, Mark since he left. I had grown depressed, wondering what I did wrong. I started cutting after he left. I had to wear long sleeves in my videos so that no one would notice. I tried to act normal, and energetic, which caused no one to catch on to reality. My cuts were noticed maybe one or twice by those fans who analyzed every single part of the video, but no one noticed my fake emotions. Not even my friends. I hadn't talked to the majority of them in a LONG time. I only really talked to Felix. We have been friends for so long, that he noticed everything. I ended up explaining everything to him, and he's been really comforting. He's like an older brother to me, always to for protection. 

I had been being spammed with questions asking about the relationship with Mark. It got to the point where I was going to make a video about the break up, but before I did, i wrote to my fans on Twitter. I said, 'Stop asking about Mark and I. We are no longer together.' I then proceeded to make, edit, and publish the video.

In the video I explained everything that had happened. I kept repeating that it was my fault, over, and over again. I knew deep down in my mind, that it wasn't my fault, hardly at all. That thought was pushed away, and I kept blaming myself for how I felt, what I did, and for the end of our relationship.

Felix texted me a little while after the video was up.

Felix: I just watched your new video..... 

Jack:..............

Felix: Why are you blaming this on yourself? There's no way in hell that you cause everything....

Jack: But I did Felix!

 I'm why he stopped talking to me.

 I'm why he broke up with me. 

I'm why he doesn't love me anymore. 

Hell, with how I am, I don't think he loved me at all. 

I mean, who could?

Felix: Jack Stop! You keep hurting yourself when you say those things.

When those things are said, all of the weight ever put into anything, gets regenerated, and placed on top of your shoulders. In your control.

I'm going to be visiting you in a couple of days, and I am not going to just sit around, being sad all the god damn time!

I got to go! I'll see you later! BYE MAH BRO!

Jack: Bye bro

Felix: P.S. Mark still loves you! He even told me, but I wasn't supposed to tell you, so shhhhhh!

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A/N: Buh BYE!!