The Gangleader Kidnapped Me ( Original draft )

He will never...

Trigger warning in this chapter.

I just want to say before this chapter starts. This chapter contains scenes of violence and abuse, coarse language and other events that may make readers feel uncomfortable and unsafe. However as the author I am here to tell you that this chapter contains very important information. The mature subject matter that happens in the second half of the chapter is very important to the plot and this book will be very confusing if you do choose to skip it, but make sure you know what you can handle. If any of this subject matter triggers you in any way or you feel unsafe or threatened at any point feel free to message me or use the phone numbers that will be provided below.

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I was scared, alone, confused, but most of all I was hurt. 'You don't matter to me'  The words burned into my mind. My heart ached. Why did I care so much, he was right I was just a piece of his plan. To him in the beginning I was nothing, simply just a puppet on a string.  My thoughts consumed me as I sat in that dark cold room. not even a glimpse of light entered, which had me assuming there where no windows. Who knows how long I have been sitting here. It felt like hours.

'You don't matter to me, You don't matter to me, You don't matter to me!'  The voice in my head getting louder and louder, my heart beating faster and faster.

'You don't matter to me, You don't matter to me, You don't matter to me, You don't matter, you don't matter, you don't matter, YOU DON'T MATTER, YOU DON'T MATTER,'

"STOP IT" I screamed, I buried my head in my knees and let the tears flow down my face and onto the floor. I don't understand this feeling, why do I care so much!

"stop it please..." I mumbled.

I let myself cry until I had used up all my tears. I eventually laid my head back and let the tiredness take me into dream land.

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4 hours later

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I wake up still in the dark. My head is pounding. My wrists feel bruised and weak. I sit up and yell when I see a figure sitting on the edge of the bed.

"Finally you're awake." He spoke. I didn't recognize the voice.

"what do you want" I push myself back on the bed. "who are you"

The man leaned in closer. He spoke like softly, but there was a sort of poison laced in his voice, It almost put me in a trance.

"You are useless" The sleuth voice spoke softly.

"what?" I was confused. I could feel this man getting closer and closer to me. He moved so swiftly almost like a snake. My heart was beating fast and hard. Who was this man? What did he want?

"you are no good Arabella." His words pricked at me.

"stop" I mumbled. I gasped when, I felt his warm hands pull my chin up forcefully.

"No one will ever love you Bella."  I felt a pang of hurt go through me. Why was he saying these things.

"Stop it! Let go of me" I tried to rip my chin from his grasp, but was unsuccessful seeing as I didn't have any free hands.

I felt his grasp release. I thought he was gone, until I felt a sting across my face and my body hitting the cold ground. I yelp in pain when the man kicks me in the stomach, He repeats that I'm worthless and that no one will ever want me. I cry in pain. I wan't to fight back I wan't to fight for myself and what I have left but its hard when your hands are tied up. I am unsure of this situation

The man stops kicking me. I feel him lean down towards me.

"and Ara?" he says quietly.

"what" I say with as much force as I can.

"Harry will never love you." he whispered in my ear. My eyes grew wide as he planted a soft kiss behind my ear. I remain completely emotionless.

I hear him laugh and start walking.

After ten seconds of silence I felt a big force hit my face and just like that.

I was gone.

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