That of those who Love and Hate

Chapter 5: Nothing but Dreams and That Guy Over There (Mini Chapter)

The sun peers in through the window, I groan softly as I roll over away from the light. I sigh and move to cuddle my pillow before I feel big strong hands pulling me closer. My eyes shoot open and I look down to see Ash.. my Daddy.. I'm on top of him and his arms are wrapped around my waist. "Morning Babygirl." He whispers half-asleep "H-Hi.." I mumble my cheeks flushing, he shifts and a small gasp escapes from my mouth as I feel his morning wood pressing up against me. He smirks and slowly pulls me closer brushing my bangs behind my ear "You wanna help Daddy Princess?" I nod slowly as my teeth gently start to chew on my bottom lip. "Ah ah ah. You know what that does to me.. And use your big girl words baby. Daddy wants to hear your voice." He whispers as he pulls on my bottom lip with his thumb. "Y-yes sir.." I whisper before he starts tugging on my panties, instinctively I hide in the crook of his neck. He makes soothing noises in my ear as he gently caresses my hips "It's okay. Daddy's got you." He whispers and pulls my panties down off my thighs then pulls them off the rest of the way with his feet. "Do you want daddy in your mouth or inside of you Babygirl?" I let out a shaky breath and squirm on top of him. "Okay baby, daddy will make it good for his shy little Princess." He smiles and reaches down pushing his boxers down enough to pull out his cock. He pulls on the back of my thighs making me straddle him before his hand slides over my ass and touches my princess parts. I moan helplessly as pleasure shoots through me. He smirks and I shakily try to kiss his neck, trying to be seductive in some form.  He groans and tilts his head back as he readjusts his cock so he's pressing against me. "Breathe baby, this is gonna hurt a little but Daddy promises it'll feel better afterwards." I nod slowly as he slowly presses the tip against me. I whimper as he slides into me. The pain radiates through my body and it feels like his cock is growing bigger inside of me. I wince more as he sinks in deeper and deeper. By the time he bottoms out I'm whimpering loudly. He doesn't take a second to let me adjust before he starts pounding me. All I feel is pain as I grip the pillowcase.. Daddy lied.. This is horrible. That's when everything turns black...

I wake up with sweat beading down my face, pinned to the bed in fear. The weight slowly lifting as I calm my breathing down. I move my legs, then feel the quite obvious wet patch in my panties. 

'"Motherfucker..."  I whisper exasperated before I slowly sit up. I move to swing my legs off the bed and moan as my clit starts to softly throb. My breath hitches as my legs press together in surprise. I wiggle my way off the bed being as careful as I can before walking to the bathroom. In my head I think about the dream, my body tenses as my arousal grows further.

" He's gone...." I whisper softly trying to calm my body as I  slowly strip down. I bite my lip before going back to my bag,  grabbing my small Altoids can. I walk to the shower and turn the water on cold before I open the can to reveal various types razor blades.

"Hello my friends. Time to numb the pain..." I whisper and snicker as I remember Johnny Depp singing to his razor blades in Sweeney Todd. I look at myself naked in the mirror as I I tilt my head slightly.

"Hm.. lets see. Wrists are to noticeable and are hard to hide, under the breasts... then my bra would rub against it and people would notice my discomfort, on my thighs... then my  jeans would rub against them... so best option is... hips.. Above the waistline." I debate and come to a conclusion as I pull out my small utility knife blade.

"Who knew a hardware store would be helpful to me..." I sigh and put it on the side of the sink before putting my hair up and stepping into the shower. The cold water hits my body and my nipples harden immediately, I tilt my head back as my body cools down. I wash my face and body being careful around sensitive parts as my body becomes so cold my arousal vanishes. After a couple minutes I step out and start drying myself off. I pull on panties and grab my razor before I start cutting lines into my skin. I sigh and wince a couple times as the burning sensation numbs the thoughts and pain. I finish in 15 minutes and look in the mirror to see a 3 roses surrounded by a couple leaves. I wet a towel and wipe off blood from my blade and hip. I pack up my blades and walk back into my room putting them in a drawer and grabbing a pair of soft gentle leggings. I pull them on and grab a tight t-shirt, not bothering to put on a bra. 

 I walk out of my room and head down the hallway as I hear people talking. Who the fuck is in this house? I walk to the closet grab a heavy jacket and boots before I slip into the living room carefully listening to the conversation. I put on my boots and jacket before I kneel and open a safe in the floor. I pull out a case holding a Savage M220 then grab my 45 magnum. I shove it in the back waistband of my leggings then slowly peek around the corner looking into the kitchen. Mom is smiling... I guess it's okay.

"Whos this?" I ask smiling as I head towards the fridge.

"Aria, this is Brandon. Our new neighbor. Maybe you guys should spend the day together." My mom says with excitement. Nice mom, not even gone for one day and you're trying to get a guy in my pants.

I turn around "I cant Im going hunting." I say softly and grab some granola bars and energy drinks

"I can go with you Aria. I'd love to spend some time with you." I sigh gently and turn around smiling sweetly

"Have you ever held a gun? Do you know how much kickback they have? It'll probably knock you on your ass." I say softly as my mom gasps shocked

"Aria! You don't speak like that to a guest." She scolds and he snickers

I narrow my eyes looking at him "What's so funny? I don't want you getting hurt."

He gets up and smiles at me "I might surprise you." He says and the way he talks reminds me of Ashton.

I sigh and look up at him "Lets go get your shit then."