can i forget to come back?.....

the lost ones will be back...

           4:soaked in words
She can't complain.She eyes the street searching for the delivery guy but no one. Lucky she was.
      'dear we will meet soon....'
She turned back only to see plain darkness.Again hearing  voices.she better eat and take a nice warm bath. she'd left the faucet open so she ate in silence except for the water splattering on the floor. Finished she managed to get through the slippery path safely​.Her dress fell to her feet,she threw away her underwear and plunged i
nto the water.she took her razor pressing it to her wrist.A cut instantly opened. It was still very sharp.
          5:choking memories

She was a very insecure person. A blurred childhood, a mysterious adolescence she does not want to talk about. She was lately found bleeding in some garage with rotting carcasses. She seemed not to be remembering  but it appeared that all she was saying that when she was broken he fixed her up and he would be sorry to let her die. Seriously she didn't seem to get why she would say such. This was her life. The only joy she would get was from Jay the one who cared for her,the one who actually who actually found her lying white with blood flowing from her nose down her face,the one who lifted her to the hospital. She was one of those person on whom we should keep an eye on as she might walk into the forest and forget to come back. And Jay always checked on her. Stupid as she was she left one night in search of some phantom guy only sending him a message without valid reason nor explanation...
       
                 6:bath talk

She shook her head and concentrated on her cut. She watched the blood drops disappear into the water. She sucked on her thumb and thought back to the shadow in the street, it sent a shiver down her spine. The light suddenly went off and felt as if someone bit her ear and whispered
"Am waiting..."
She looked back but no one in sight because it was now in front of her sitting in her tub. Laurel hesitated from moving or not.
"You know I cared for you much. You were mine. And it just irritates me to see you like this.....with that guy...."
"But who are you? I remember loving only Jay. You don't have the right to come and frighten me every time you want. You make me so cold...," She mumbled.
"Oh yes I do. And I will be back soon. You used to say that bitches
Stay cold, don't you sweetheart" he finished before disappearing into mist again. The light came back,she was glad it was over. She threw the soap bar to the switch and she was once again surrounded in complete darkness....
7:Just forget it now
She some how liked its presence,it brings her pieces of her past. She lied to it.... She indeed remembered loving this D starting name guy. She loved him dearly... She could feel it coming up her eyes. She would just pour it out and it would overflow. Why does she always spill? She bursted into a laughter.she knows she's getting in trouble. Her heart and mind were exploding. She tried to hid under her bubbles. She sank down the tub. She wish she could stop thinking, her head was aching. She was seeing all in blue. She was choking, drinking soapy water. She bobbed out quickly, the nerves on her face went dark blue and made her face go all poofy. She sat still pouring her heart out and talked to the dark not expecting any answer.

8:the night goes on
She dried herself and got herself dressed in baggy pair of pants and an old shirt. She blow  dried out her hair before tying it into a loose bun.she switched on the TV and put on her favorite music channel,falling asleep on the couch.